brenda

2009-12-01T17:49:00.001-08:00

http://ifeelyourskin.blogspot.com/

2009-11-26T18:38:00.000-08:00

Will update when blogger is back to normal ;/ I can't seem to upload photos and my previous post just disappeared. Weird. Lol.

2009-11-24T21:54:00.000-08:00

Not really looking forward to the upcoming weeks. So much decisions and people to face. Feel like escaping from everything. This year is definitely not my year. Wish that time will just stop now. There are way too much uncertainties to face in the near future. Hopefully things will turn out fine. I am not alone in this. I know I am not.

Few weeks back, went out with Clique to eat and watch movie at Angie's house. Had tremendous fun (;

Also went to eat Dim Sums with parents at Vivo. Hehe

Make me forget.

2009-11-12T21:54:00.000-08:00

Super nice show (; It made my day. Haha
海派甜心

2009-11-11T22:30:00.000-08:00

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

Sorry for my lag of updates. Haha. Feel like giving up this space because I have nothing much to update about. Just had my Oral presentation today. I remembered during dry run, I said "Champagnes" instead of "Campaigns" . Hah.

Went for a swim yesterday and it was almost perfect. Felt so relaxed. Just floating around. And the Tissue Prata is damn nice (; Slurps. Haha. I still didn't get the chance to eat BNJ -.- Been craving for it since months ago. Lol.

Nothing much to say . Looking forward to the outing with girls on Saturday (;
Goodbye world.

2009-11-05T00:56:00.000-08:00

Playing with the msn function while chatting. Haha.

Playing
Had a very bad morning today. Got scolded in front of so many people for being late. My shirt was tugged in and my hair is like some mad woman. LOL. Idiotic. AND THE TEACHER SAY MY FRINGE IS TOOO LONG;[

After dry run, we headed to Tampines Mall to eat XIAOLONG BAO!!! YAYE. Hahaha. And we had some random deserts like Frolick and Mango Ice. Super nice. I went crazy when I was in frolick. Took very dumb pictures. Haha. I just upload the ones i looked more normal (;

I feel like slapping my own face. Haha.

2009-11-04T00:22:00.000-08:00

It has been very long since I last blogged. Haha. Almost wanted to delete it but I just can't let go of the fond memories here (; Haha.

Went to sing K yesterday to celebrate Angie's bday. Wendy couldn't come because she's celebrating with her Mummy. The rest of the clique have Pw to do. Luckily ours was in the Morning.

Karaoke with Angie, Rau, Rach and N. Pictures taken by Rau (; Hehe

The day before, went to eat all the good stuffs I been craving for with N before going to meet Clique for the celebration (;
Pon-tianed and Ice-ed.
Haha. Having BnJ soon (; Gonna settle all my cravings, I dont care!

Btw, I almost lost my lappy today again. Haha. Thanks to the very friendly Indian shop uncle that I saved it (;
I am such a good girl. Haha. Did my OP the moment I reached home. But it's officially killing me. Feeling giddy and my shoulder is aching ;(
Going to sleep soon then to gym and tmall (; It has been a long time since I stepped into the gym too. I am feeling so excited ^^

2009-10-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

I really really want to go for this. Sign.

Tell me who will not be tempted to go. Haha

Feeling a little confused.

2009-10-23T20:14:00.000-07:00

I remembered I swayed to the music. I remembered I kept smiling to myself. I remembered N poured cold water on my face. I remebered zy gave me the very yummy biscuits. I remembered JH licking the cheese thing. I remembered hugging people.

Hahaha.
The aftermath of last night was horrible;/ It was worse than last time's. When I reached home, I layed motionlessly on my mum's bed till 12plus. Explosive headache and aches all over. Lol. I woke up today and realized that MY CAMERA IS GONE. Oh please, let it be in N's bag. Please. My mum will kill me and I will also kill myself. Urgh. I am still extremely tired now.

Thank you clique and N for always being there for me(; Especially N who is always tolerating all my nonsense emotions and accompanying me to do the things that will make me happy. Haha. I love all of you(;

What's gonna happen on Monday remains unpredictable.

This is not me.
I dont know what I am feeling inside.

Btw, I just created a twitter.
http://twitter.com/brencyj

2009-10-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

Havent been feeling quite well these days. Everything just came tumbling on me within a day. I thought I can handle it well but I end up crying in school today like some retarded-.- Did serveral things with the company of N. Lol... attempts to make myself better. These things included jogging, frolick-ed and watching horror films. Hahaha. I really felt better after doing all of it. And I am drinking again with zy they all tml at Summer Breeze. Lol..I will be fine, soon.

I feel wasted and useless. Never did I felt this way before. The fear of losing everything at once. I need to stand back up again.

Thanks for always being there for me, clique and N. Loves. Hahaha.

Just let the people talk.

天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我-
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我-
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走

Reliance

2009-10-19T05:39:00.000-07:00

Pictures that were taken a long time ago.

Changed blogskin because many people said that they have difficulties reading my fonts. Hahaha. Hope this skin will work(;Btw, you can change the songs by clicking the two spinning circles found on the playlist(Some songs have wierd people talking in front for a few seconds haha). Bloody bored now. The whole house blacked out just now while I was editing my skin.And I was alone at home. Scared the hell out of me.

Anw just got back from singing K with Zy, Angie, Wendy, Rau and N. Hahaha. Didn't have the take-a-picture mood, so no photos. Think this is the first time we didn't took any pictures when we're out. Lol. Didn't get to eat my Katong chicken rice. Having so many different cravings right now. I want to eat many many things:/

Caught a movie yesterday, 500days of Summer.It was just a simple love story, not much plots and twists. Hahaha.Movies can make me feel so happy. Wanted to catch Hawolleen2 but it's M18. Urgh. Next movie I want to watch: Case39

School is starting tml. Getting back results. I pray that my friends wouldn't get upset or cry. Really(; We can all do it !!!

What if one day, it all disappears

Answers

2009-10-16T17:30:00.000-07:00

I promised to blog. So here I am. Haha
Last Sunday:

Went to Church in the morning and had to rush back because Ceci and Angie were coming my house(; Half an hour later, we were out of the house again. Fetched Rach. Bathed, played and took pictures at her house before heading to Bugis.
Heee. Had a quick shop with Angie and brought some earrings. Rushed to CQ and found that the pubs were quite empty on a Sunday night. It dampened our mood a little. Nonetheless, we had fun later at night. Hahaha. Me and ceci got a little tipsy and laughed at everything and anything. She also had this impromptu trip to Hagen Dazs. So we went, and Ceci complained that the ice cream was "bitter" while I stare and laugh hysterically at the restaurant manager.
Rach and Angie sent us home by cab. In the cab, ceci just stoned there while I (taking the front seat) slept slanted, leaning towards the taxi driver. It was horrible. Hahaha. They dropped me down and I got a little scared. There were a lot of China people (no offence, but...) sitting at the bus stop. So..I called N and chatted till I reached home. Hahaha.
Fabulous, crazy night(;
Photos:

I am really lazy.
Yesterday:
Felt super lethargic the whole day. Caught a heavy flu and could not stop sneezing. Haha. My nose was red and swollen. Lol. Anw, someone unexpected sms-ed my yesterday and sort of clear some of my doubts I have for certain issues. Hahaha. Slept so early...like 1030pm. But didn't had a goodnight sleep though. Was effing worried when I received a sms at midnight. Waking up every hr, just to check my phone. I hope you're alright(((;

2009-10-14T22:59:00.000-07:00

One more hour to end of school. Currently sitting with Wendy and doing PW;> Not doing PW actually. More of facebook-ing and chatting. Hahaha. Going to eat Subway after school. I want to eat MnM cookie and the very nice Barley drink they have there. Yum. Pray that it wouldn't rain now. Shall update more tonight!! Weee.

MARCUS WROTE THIS:
hahaha now sitting nedxt to a shuai ge, v handsomwe.... cool..awww my eyecandyyyyyy ^o^wendy keep biow him lor..cheeky lor..

Life's a playground when you guys are around

2009-10-09T19:53:00.000-07:00

Last night had an impromptu BFF trip to Marina Barrage. Impromptu is because Ceci could come out only at a very last minute. Lol. We went Tampines Mart to get all the snacks we can and headed to MB. Hahaha. Guess what? We met Wendy on the MRT with Jiahan. They were heading the same way as well.

Had a mini pinic at MB but soon after that our food were infested with ants. Hahaha. Jiahan is really a nice guy, he left us alone to have some girl's time. We talked, laughed and screamed. Lol. Did a lot of silly things. Haha, our freebie fell to the first floor and it was nowhere to be found. Then we played the water fountain. The water so damn cooling!!!

Lol. Was shagged and caught the last bus400 to Mariana Bay. Wendy lost her ezlink and DBS card. Haha.We laughed too hard at Ceci's ezlink card photo and I think that's why she was distracted.

Separated with Wendy and JH at Cityhall (they cont their date).

We want to go back to MB and play with the water there! Haha. This time with ZY and Rach along. Last night, we really wished they were there. Never mind! There's always next time. Ystd =full of coincidence , chaotic moments and ....Yeah.
Pictures:

[Rest on FB!]

Promos was quite a torutue. But I guess it's also a blessing in disguise, in a way. Haha. Recieved cookie from Rach, a star from Ceci and the very tasty, yummy cupcake from Yanshan and Belinda! Hahahaa. Was very touched upon receiving the cupcake. It was damn random. Lol. Yayyy. THANK YOU(((((;

Life has been exciting after Promos! Plans laid out till Tuesday and Wed will have to return to the battle for PW and Alvl Chinese.

2009-09-29T19:54:00.001-07:00

The weather's hot. I am having flu. I am alone in the house.
Feeling the exam stress. I need more time. I want to have fun after promos. I want the shopping trips to be now. I miss gym-ing like crazy. I want to jog. I love the mango puddings in my fridge, it keeps me awake. I feel like drinking bubble tea. My sushi tei....;[

Argh.

C'mon, one more week. One more.....

2009-09-26T00:08:00.000-07:00

Feel like being anti-social just for today. Haha. Sat separate tables from Shiqi they all at TCC. Lol...Currently feeling pissed off by my History again, really don't understand why people just refuse to compromise lor-.-

My Dad got a free ticket to F1! His customer gave it to him. How lucky can he be. Last year he got 2tickets. I wish that next year we can go as a family there;]]]

Going home soon....
Life has been mundane.

2009-09-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

I am supposed to study from 5.30pm all the way till midnight. Obviously, I failed. That's why I am here right now. I woke up at 6pm instead of 530pm and studied for an hour and a half on Econs. Then I spent another 3hours (supposedly 1hour and a half) to write my unfinished compo.

Life have been so mundane man! Lol...What can I do to add a little spice to my life? I am so looking forward to the end of promos and we can have fun all days long. Hehehe. Shopping trips, chalets and movies;] I am having a very strong craving for running and watching movie. Running actually helps to you to release stress (http://www.ehow.com/how_2123313_relieve-stress-running.html) Haha.

Going to Airport to study tml with the usual ones. Heh. Wondering if I can go night study. Will Daddy allow given that there's a "superhero" studying with me? Hahaha.

2009-09-17T09:25:00.000-07:00

New Moon's trailer is out. I am so happy to see Edward Cullen inside the movie but don't think he's the main actor now. It's Jacob isn't it...the main actor? Haha. Bella is still as pretty and cool!

Been studying this week. Ok, I rested the whole day ystd and I was quite disappointed with myself today for not accomplishing what I set out to do. History took out a lot of time and it sucks. I can't find any additional information on the net.

I love the new Wendy. Hahaha. I so happy to see her being happier. Feel that she has really changed. And I mean every word I say;DDDD

Life's been tough this week but managed to live through it with the help of my friends. They really bring me a lot of happiness, so much so that it is able to help me wash all my worries away.

Different people might have different opinions on us, but if we are really going to mind about these comments, wouldn't we be living our lives for others and not for ourselves? Live a life you want to truly live and don't restrict the fun that you could have enjoyed just because you're too absorbed by what people say about you.

Mugmugmuggggggg!

2009-09-11T21:55:00.000-07:00

Just a short post..
Went to study at Airport ystd with Angie;D
Rather fruitful.
At night, went to cell at Bedok.

Today, I am going to gym, buy dinner and Popular.
Currently studying Chemistry now.
Hehehe.
Back to work.....;]

2009-09-10T10:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was really fun. An eye opener for me...Went to a pub in Clarke quay with the clique(not everyone) and saw a lot of people from different nationalities. Talked to Jap peeps, Amercians....blah blah. I also saw Americans dancing!I am surprised when Rach told me that most of their people can dance. I love their openness and friendliness man! Lol...they behave in a very very different way as Singaporeans do.

Pictures:

All in FB! Hehe, laziness........
I walked around CQ and acted like a tourist, taking pictures of almost all the pubs I saw. Hahaha. Damn hilarious. I look like some siao ding dong snapping pictures like nobody's business. I think Ceci or Angie got irritated by me! Hehehe.

Anyway, today marks the second day that I talked to B*. Lol...;]

2009-09-08T09:31:00.000-07:00

This is my 301th post. Hehehe.

Went shopping with my parents yesterday. Fruitful trip! Lol...I love shopping with Dad yo! One of the favourite things I brought:

Only $1/piece.Haha, I like it a lot.Its like a mini clothes peg. Gonna use it for my History notes or maybe put on my pencil box (but how?).

Went to Airport today to study with Angie. Initially was at Mac studying, but we were being chased out. Tsk. Then we went TCC to study. A good place to study loh...with the soothing music and quiet background....most importantly, you can sit on their very comfy sofa!!It's red color somemore...I like.

Then Jiashun came and joined us;] Studied a while and left the place for Econs consultation at school. Woo, it was supposed to end at 5pm..but it dragged till 6pm;[ Super tired. Contact lens was very dry......

Here's a picture of my distorted face. I look damn wierd. But I think my face looks rounder [GOOOD!]

Studied Chemistry just now....it always make me very very mad. But maths is still the ultimate killer. I think I should have gone to Arts course. I can't do anything with calculations well.I suck at it actually.

Tml will be a long day....hehe. Going out with Clique. Nights!

2009-09-06T07:18:00.000-07:00

I didn't study the whole day. Instead, I went to gym! I really miss gym-ing man.

Hahaha. I love running at night, very windy and you wouldn't be too sweaty. I enjoy going shopping/gym-ing etc. alone. I don't know why man...maybe I am lazy to talk?

Today is Sunday, yet no nice shows on television. I thought Sunday, HBOs all that should have new shows. Last week have Prom Night but I was studying so couldn't watch it. Tsk Tsk. I feel like re-watching "Curious Case of Benjamin Button"....sudden craze.

Tml I am going shopping with Mum and Dad, hopefully can find the things I want to buy;] I am excited! Clique outing on this coming Wednesday....yay!

ITALKEDTOB*******TODAY

You're online

2009-09-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

Received a devastating news yesterday. Weilie's going to China for eight days and that after his return, he's going straight to NS already. Hmmm, without him, I am going to have one less person whom I can pour out to. He's really a sweet guy who often ask about how's my day like. Haha, a really good brother and friend(;! I wonder how will he look like with botak hair.

Me, Ze and WJ sent him off at Airport today. It wasn't dramatic (no crying or big group hugs...), we just waved him and his family goodbye. His dad is cute though, he wore Weilie's Adidas shoe. Lol....very very hip dad.

After that I headed to Mac and later at night to Starbucks to study. T2's Starbucks is a much better environment to study. I dislike noise when I am studying...or loud music so Starbucks is the right place for me;]] Yay! Not very fruitful though...I spent a lot of time on my Chinese Compo and Econs (almost the whole afternoon and evening?) Lol....

I am rather motivated by Penguin Teacher (my Chinese teacher-he looks like a penguin)
Haha. After his numerous scoldings, I felt that my marks was really deteriorating. I need to buck up on my Chinese;D

Nights people. STUDY HARD, PLAY HARD!

Edited:
I went to my old Photobucket album and saw my past photos. Since Sec two...Haha. I know Dajie is excited to see it !
Here is two of it:

AND

I was a super cake-faced. I put on makeup as if it's free. Haha. These two are the "better" looking ones. The rest are really disgusting. Lol...If want see tell me on Msn k...Lol. I will flood u with it. Hahaha

2009-09-04T00:25:00.000-07:00

A very long time since I last blogged. Hehe, this week is an extremely busy week for me. Have a lot of tests. I got back my Econs test! Really happy with the results...a sense of achievement. However, I feel that I will fail my Chemistry and Maths.

Having a bit of relaxing time for myself now. Hehe, munching "Man tou" biscuit, staring at FB, downloading and listening to songs....Later going to have a good afternoon sleep then to Cell at Cityhall.

Saw this phone, thought that it was really pretty;) Samsung Jet!!!!

I am trading in my HTC for a new phone by the end of this year! Htc isn't very user-friendly. Its extremely sensitive and gives me a lot of other various problems. Shitty phone...lol.

I want to change blogskin!!!!Argh.

2009-08-30T09:05:00.000-07:00

@Mango

Yesterday went to shop with Angie at Tmall before meeting Wendy to eat at Bedok. The food at Bedok is so so so yummy! Planned to go home and study after eating but I was distracted by the TV....Hehe. JunJunbiao.....
Pictures;]]] :

Sinful food.

Today, went to fetch the kids very very early in the morning...

Have to force myself to wake up in such nice weather, haha. After church, went to Tmall and ate lunch.Brought Mr Koh's present for Teacher's Day and my Jansport Bag! Hehe. Thanks to Wenjun for lending me money first;DD

And after the rest of the Cg left, me, Kira and Weilie took a bus home. On the way to the interchange, something unlucky happened to me.I dropped my wallet on a puddle of water;[[ The worst part is when one auntie go and step on it and she even shouted "Ouch". Wa..I was so heartbroken.

I am changing my phone soon, by end of this year. My HTC is apparently quite sucky. Always hang, over sensitive and only have a very small memory space.

2009-08-26T03:39:00.000-07:00

I love his fringe

I am taking a rest tonight!;] I will be uploading pictures, updating my blog and to the gym later. And revise for my mini Econs class test tml morn.

HAPPY B'DAY RAU!!
Trying to upload Rau's early bday celebration photos to FB but it's damn lag;[[

Byebye..update more, the next time

2009-08-20T02:31:00.000-07:00

Today is almost perfect. Almost....I kinda love and hate today.
I love it because history class was a blast;]] Mr Ali said very lamee stuffs, Joshua(153) was entertaining, Rau was being bullied by me haha and Ben forgotten to take his shoe bag. Lol...

I hate it because this morn I found out someone snatched my counselor's position in the sch's committee. What's worse is that I think the school policy is that u can only have one position. But....the person that took my position have two positions now.;[[[[ Made me v sad...The extra sad thing is that I am issued with a warning letter;[[[ I hate the sch's system.

I am really stress. I feel like quitting school like what some of my friends are doing now. Hopefully things will turn out fine for me. More and more problems keep coming to me(like this morning)...I have to deal a lot of things. Thus, my negative thoughts. Can't seem to concentrate on my studies... I need a break from everything. If only I can have a getaway trip.

You're so gossipy.

2009-08-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

Saw this very very pretty house on net ystd!

HELLO;DD I am feeling much better now;] Threw away the negative thoughts alr...yay! Have not been studying hard these days, many distractions and obstructions. Yesterday was the worst.. couldn't even wake up after 9missed calls from friends haha. Horrible...I must mug hard!!!!;DD

Ceci fall sick! We were all very concerned and brought her a lot of stuffs, haha. So in the end, she has 4strepils and one honey lemon drink. Her voice is damn gay and she can pronounce things properly. Somehow, I wish she's sick everyday so that we can have more entertainment. Wendy even said she sounded like "Tai jian". Lol...

Tml there's extra lessons for History! Yay. First time so happy and excited for extra lessons. Best is that it's in LT1, have air-con to enjoy. Hehe;D

Wanted to update more but I forgotten what to type...lol.

Gonna slp early, wake up at 7am, go school, then go home slp then mug.
Go go go

OHYA...THERE'S VICTORIA SECRET SHOW ON CHANNEL5 AT 11PM;DDDDDD
It's the 2008 show...the one with Usher singing. Watch and get inspired!

2009-08-14T19:11:00.000-07:00

Learned some basic guitar chords from Weilie the day before;]] M so happy because someone once told me before that I can never make it for playing instruments.

Hahaha. I want to learn this song very very badly: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5Xh_-6Wt94&feature=related

2009-08-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

This week's reading log is about baby sex selection. Compaines are offering services for parents to select the gender of their babies. This is the first time I am so excited and interested in RL. Lol..

One of the articles provided by Ms Young:
http://www.gendercide.org/case_infanticide.html

In many cultures, government permitted, if not encouraged, the killing of handicapped or female infants or otherwise unwanted children. In the Greece of 200 B.C., for example, the murder of female infants was so common that among 6,000 families living in Delphi no more than 1 percent had two daughters.

This sucks. Why should girls be killed just because they are deemed as an inferior gender as compared to men?

One woman killed her daughter because of gender discrimination:
"Lakshmi already had one daughter, so when she gave birth to a second girl, she killed her. For the three days of her second child's short life, Lakshmi admits, she refused to nurse her. To silence the infant's famished cries, the impoverished village woman squeezed the milky sap from an oleander shrub, mixed it with castor oil, and forced the poisonous potion down the newborn's throat. The baby bled from the nose, then died soon afterward. "

So mean...these people;[[

I am falling sick. This is bad bad bad. I am supposed to do 4things today but I only accomplished 2 and a half. I slept for 3hours just now. And still...M so tired.I really need to wake up at 5am tml. Someone, anyone pls spam my phone until I wake up. Haha, I think Rach will have a very hard time waking me up. Grr..being sick sucks. Lol...;]]

I have a lot of things to juggle this week. Must go for Cell group, bring the kids on Sat and Sun, guitar lessons, "gym class" with Allen and prepare for Econs test next week. Truely stretched, but its during these times that breakthroughs will come. Hang in there Brend!

2009-08-11T08:33:00.000-07:00

Abs.
A very very tiring day for me, especially during PE. Haha. I ran around the stadium for several times and have to re-take my NAFA test. I re-took it because I failed my sit and reach. How stupid ..Haha. But thank God for Angie and Ceci! They sacrificed playing basketball just to help me get good grades for my sit and reach;]]].

I injuried my hand during gym yesterday! Always after gym-ing, my arms will be very painful. I held the gym equipments in the wrong way and thus, MY VERY PAINFUL ARM. Haha. Can't even raise it up now. This is bad!

Hmm...after such a long day all I feel is to cuddle on my bed and sleep. Hehehe.
I slept for two hours and wanted to study many things. But I ended up only studying my Chem. Lol...Gonna wake up tml to chiong yeah! Hopefully...Pray hard that I will wake up. I have been trying to wake up at 5am everyday. But never once succeeded;[[ Not even with a lot of people spamming calls. I NEED DISCIPLINE! ;D

Anyway..my friend Allen is gonna teach me the right way to gym! Hahaha. His friend owns a gym company so he knows a lot of like tips from his friend. Yeah...like a free personal trainer man! This is cool. Free of charge somemore plus his my close friend, I feel so much safer than being trained by some stranger. Lol...

Wenjun is super sweet! He called me just to ask me how I am..Lol. Guo ran is BFF! ;D

Friends are super important to me now and always;]

I highly suspect Weilie either has some problems in life or he has a gf!!
Lol..I will ask him soon..like maybe on Thursday? Haha, m excited

U lifted me up

2009-08-10T09:54:00.000-07:00

Nothing special today. Studied in the morning, went gym in the afternoon, came back home and had Subway for lunch then studied again till now;] Hehe. I sort of love this kind of life. I feel so healthy.

Mum took out the old albums and we flipped through it tgt.
Guess who is she:

It's me when I was in primary school days! Hahaha. I participated in Chinese dance. I still can remember the song in my head...."春天来，春天来，花儿朵朵开...“Hahaha, JUST TAKE A LOOK AT MY TEETH.

And look, this was my first love. Lol...

I had a crush on him for 1 year during Primary 3. Haha, we lost contact but I still see him occasionally round the neighborhood.

Those were the days man, no stress at all. Just play the whole day.Haha.

Off to bed, school tml.
Btw, I almost went to sch today, I didn't realize that today is a public holiday. Lol

I told you so....

2009-08-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

I dont like Ang Weilie.

Just had a family quarrel...quite a major one. I hate this feeling. The feeling of always quarreling over the same problem. After today, I really feel that I have a phobia for guys. Maybe I haven't meet the right guy yet.I told Rach yesterday that if all the guys we meet are going to be sucky, the Clique can all be nuns and have fun tgt for all our lives;]] .The angriest thing of all today is that because of the quarrel, I didn't finish studying. Idoit.

Oh ya! Rach is super sweet. On Friday, I mentioned that I couldn't find Carbo bars...and the next day she brought one for me. Seriously, no one has treated me so well before;]]]
It was just a causal remark, but yet she treated it so seriosuly. I LOVE YOU RACHHH;DD YOU ROCK, AUSSIE. HEHEHEHE;DDDD

Give thanks to God, no matter what the circumstance is. Praise God for who is He. Yeah;]

2009-08-07T08:44:00.000-07:00

Look, Madonna has a man's arm!

Her biceps are really bulging.

NATIONAL DAY + YH'S BELATED BDAY CELEBRATION TODAY;D
All photos are from ZY's camera;]]]
Had fun during the celebration.We had this National Day concert thingy.The atmosphere was really not bad.

After the celebration, we headed to my house for a change of clothes then to Katong Mall for karaoke session! Weee. We did really unglam, disgusting but entertaining acts. Hahaha. I really really had fun doing stupid things with them;DD

Some pictures are not what you think it is. Lol...Anyway I miss my camera a lot. My sister is having this 3days camp and she took the camera away. Three whole days without my camera=torture. Sian...

Cutting hair plus gym-ing tml;D NIGHTS ;]]

2009-08-06T06:57:00.000-07:00

I was tryin' to fly but I couldn't find wings
But you came along and changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me Crazier Crazier Crazier

2009-08-05T05:07:00.000-07:00

HELLOS;D I have EOM and WR to rush tonight. Yeah....Rush two major things in one night. If I dont complete my WR , I think Khim will just chop off my head. Lol... Cleared 2.4km today! Yipee;DD Zuoying say I have an imba boyfriend! Cool..Haha. ZY also said that last time when we weren't that familiar with each other, I helped her with her 2.4! Lol...she said I pulled her. I have no memory of it at all. Lol....so in the past me and zy actually had some communications before.Double cool!

I am so happy that I finally understand more on Atomic Structure, how to write essay and Econs. Hehe, all the way Brenda!!!

Off to work!

2009-08-03T09:37:00.000-07:00

I FEEL LIKE DYING DOING READING LOG. ARGH. MY HEAD IS DAMN DIZZY. ZZZZ. HELP.

I re-did my reading log quite a few times. I am not happy with it...HOW TO MAKE IT BETTER. ARGHHHHHH I can go die already, one reading log do so long. Then somemore I slept for two hours just now. I seriously feel like slapping myself tight. Such a disappointing day for myself. I feel like dying when I cant meet my own expectations. I can seriosuly go bang the wall and just die. Lol...I think I sound rather scary. I am just venting, so I don't think I am using my brains now. Hahaha. Ok..And I hate facebook, it is such a distraction. Idoit. Can there be assignments that we write on paper instead of staring at the computer? Cause s I cant stand the dizziness . I think I am really literally fainting. Arghhh. I HATE READING LOGS. YOU SUCK. i feel like screaming and scolding the reading log. Now I have to wake up at 5am just to complete everything and study..

I have less than 4hours of sleep. I am deprived of sleep lately. Why are there so many things to accomplish? It's like never ending piling on me.
ARGHHHH. Ok...I need to pray and calm myself down.

TO SUM UP: I AM VERY STRESS

2009-08-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

Today is CHC's 20th anniversary! Was so excited in the morning to go queue at Singapore Indoor Stadium. The concert was AWESOME, BRILLIANT AND FUNN;DD Balloons falling from the roof, dancers and singers. It was really great. Too bad, I am such a noob shit and forgotten to take my camera along. Really regretted, could have gotten a couple of good shots there. Idiot me.

Afterward went to Subway and eat. Lol...Weilie saw the girl of his dreams there. Hahaha, kidding. Then he sent me home by cab...cause shun lu.

A tired but refreshing day. I was feeling a little emotional just now. Someone has been hiding some things from me and I found out today. Rather hurtful...cause all these while I thought I should be the one feeling guilty yeah.

Anyway I really miss yanshan they all. I really do. I miss her jiao-ness. Hahaha

There's Miss USA on Channel 5 at 10pm! I am going to bath, buy ice-cream and pudding to enjoy my show! I love watching modeling show.

I really thank God for putting people in my life that are always there for me. Someone that I can rely on...someone I can trust.

Hehehe, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY CHC. BYEBYE!

A little crazy day

2009-07-31T20:45:00.000-07:00

Steam-boated and church-ed

Steamboat yesterday was awesome la. Haha, I felt that I was really crazy. Laughing randomly when everyone is eating and attempting to talk to various people that I dont know at all. Rach!!! You were such a good companion! Lol. It's good to have someone being crazy with you. Lol...Rach thought me how to speak Australia accent. Haha, Wendy said I sound nice! YEAH MAN. But Nic kept laughing at me and said I sound like some Indo maid-.- Idoit.

During steamboat a few stupid things happened. I gave Dajie egg york to eat but she thought it was a fishball and asked "Why is this fishball so yellow" Lol.

Ceci did some unglam acts. Like real unglam and unexpected. Haha, super ugly lo. Then I used some scoop in the hope of taking the Tomyam soup but didn't realize that the scoop has holes. Hahaha, so I ended up spilling on myself.

Then after steamboat we headed to Clarkequay. Wendy and Jiahan drank. And me and Rach went crazy . I took a lot of pictures! They looked like they are taken from a DXR(I think so) ! Super excited.

I feel very blessed during steamboat. Dajie kept helping me search for more food for me to eat, Rach asked me to eat more rice and Nic helped me to peel all my prawns;]]]] While ceci was busy entertaining herself...Hahaha.

I will upload photos later. Have to rush for PTM and PW now!!!
BYE;D

2009-07-28T22:46:00.000-07:00

E-LERANING is so stupid. If you wrtie "-12" instead of the short dash, they will mark you wrong. If you write "one mole" instead of "1 mole" they mark u wrong too. Stupid system. Darn stupid.

2009-07-28T08:10:00.000-07:00

I love what she is wearing! So pretty....

I am feeling very gloomy because of the E-learning tml. Shiitx. I am not someone that can face the computer for long hours. I will feel very dizzy after one hour's usage. Sobbs. Can someone like hack into LMS and shut down the whole system? Imagine u receive a message in TPJC.net today saying that:E-learning has been canceled.
I will scream/jump for joy lor..lol.

I have been a good student these two days. Hehehe. I have been doing all my homework and revising lectures;]]. Thank God that I feel the stress back.

School days have been awesome. Something HAPPY happened to me today;] After PE...when I was walking from the first floor to second floor. Hehehehehe. After that incident happened, I skipped my way to STARS program. Haha. Cool a not;>

I brought the bag that I have been considering for months yesterday!!!YAY. Lol...usually when I buy things, I consider super duper long, so that I wouldnt regret buying it. Hopefully it will arrive by mid of Aug. This is my first time buying a bag online too. Haha, excited. I also have been saving to buy a hairband from Mini Bits and some other Mac products. Hahaha. But a bit diffcult for me to save ah. I spend on food like crazy in school. BUT WHERE DO ALL THE FATS GO?????????????;[[[.

I have to stop procrastinating and hit the gym tml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;D

2009-07-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

I almost went crazy at 10pm today. Super ultimate demoralized by studies. Feel that I am really super blur and disorganized. Ended up wasting a lot of time and unnecessary effort. I must be more alert and brighter in the way I do things. I dont want to end up suffering due to my own silliness. Yeahh...And I need a lot of grace and strength from God. Perhaps a miracle also....

Went to serve in Children Church today. The kids are a awesome bunch.

Haha, they talked a lot of nonsensical stuffs and it made me feel more relaxed. Lol. Then after church went to celebrate Ze's birthday with Huihui, Tansey, Ryan, Stef and Weilie.
Hehe. Ze and Weilie went to eat cheesecake after that but I cant go...have to do school work. My cheescake;[[[[

I am rather happy today because Weilie is slowly opening up to me...Like in the past he wouldn't tell me his problems. But today he poured out to me quite a bit. Happy that I can be of some help to him...finally;] Good friends should share things one ma.

I have a bad feeling about school tml. But I will overcome tt pessimism.

On a random note, today two of my close friends cried. Lol....STOP BEING LAME OK, THE BOTH OF YOU. Lol. Zheng zuo la.

2009-07-24T19:29:00.000-07:00

Edited:

Just came home from badminton;D Hehehe. Rach and allen are really very sweet. I told Rach I was alone and she suggested that she can rush down after her tuition to come find me;] Allen too...He came down from his house even though he's sick just to accompany me. I am so blessed to have these friends in my life;D Not even any of my ex-boyfriends treat me that well. Friends are so much better;DD

Anyway I feel better after a game of badminton. More refreshed, not that sick anymore;]]]]

I am uploading pictures on FB well waiting for my 10pm Liu Xing Hua Yuan show. Hehe.

Bem's and YuinHui's birthdays are coming;D Double celebration. Haha.

EDWARD CULLENNNNNN;D

Crushcrush

2009-07-23T03:54:00.000-07:00

School days have been disastrous, I am getting more agitated with the teachers. They're really.......
Today I went home and slept for 2hours plus. In JC life, it's very hard to make yourself wake up. Haha, I slept at 4, and set my alarm to ring at 430pm...But in the end, I woke up at 630pm-.- It's really kinda impossible to wake yourself up, damn drained with work.

Yesterday stayed up till one am plus just to complete the stupid EOM and reading log. Failed to accomplish my reading log....I only did 1/3 of it and I went to sleep, buei tahan the tiredness man...

Tml there's econs extra lesson and going to eat really nice ban mian with clique;]]]

I need more sleep.

I have been saving money to buy things from Mac....But mummy is so great. Hehe, I told her that I need something from Mac and she said she's bringing me to buy on Saturday. Mummy=awesomeness+greatness .

I love Fridays.

2009-07-20T08:31:00.000-07:00

Did some real stupid things with Rach, Wendy and Angie today. I told Rach my "light soya sauce" childhood story and she laughed until like tt:

Hahaha. Damn funny, I have never seen this side of Rach before. The crazy side. Lol.
I was rather bored and did silly things as well. This is totally unglam and kinda lame! Lol. But it was fun though. I laughed super a lot today;] Today is a happy day for me. Haha.

At night, went to Weilie's place to learn how to string e guitar. I was quite si bai. I took like 2hours plus just to string and tune the guitar. And the problem is, the guitar is not even properly tuned yet until now. Hahaha. Ok, learn slowly. Jiayou.

Thanks Rach and ZY for the cake;D Rach is super sweet! She brought me a cake in the morning and ended up being late for sch. Awwwwwww

2009-07-19T04:29:00.000-07:00

Chatted with Junkai for very long on the phone last night. And guess what, we're back to being sisters again! Before I stead with him, we were very close sisters. I lost a bf but I gain back a friendship instead;D How cool ya. Hehe. Junkai said to me some things that really made me feel v touched;]

In the past when we quarreled, we will always blame each other and nv really reflect upon ourselves. But last night, Junkai just told me that he felt tt it was his fault all tt and he said it's really true that one has to lose something before learning how to cherish it;D Really damn happy and touched when I heard it.

I felt that I really made the right decision;D I promised him to go his sch and play. Hehe. He's like my "san ba" friend now. I told him that I will gossip and bitch with him. I WILL BRING HIM TO SHOPPPPPING. LOL. Topshop! Yesyes. Haha, cool right. We have brilliant amazing memories. Really amazing. We told each other the same thing last night:"You really impacted my life" . I guessed out of this bot of us have matured in our thinking a lot. For myself, I have learn a lot of things. Alright, we will move on and be happy.

A lot of people that I didn't expect to console me. Haha. Alright, I really very grateful for everyone;DDD I mean it hor. Yup...

AND TAN ZUOYING YOU BETTER CHEER UP. I AM THREATENING U. U BETTER CHEER UP.

2009-07-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

Whatever I say in this post is true and from the bottom of my heart.
I broke up with Junkai today. Yes, it's a official breakup. I know it seems sudden but we have been having this problem since the start of our school life. I think it only seems sudden because I don't usually blog about my relationship problem, I find it very fake like tt. Yup. I have been crying these few days is because of this issue. I felt very troubled by it and didn't know what to do. But today I came out with a decision and that's a breakup ya.

The only reason why I am blogging this is because I do not wish people to gossip behind about my back btw me and Junkai. Just want to make it straight foward once and for all. Before I blogged this, I have alr discussed with Junkai about letting people know so that people wouldn't talk behind our backs and he agreed.

The primary reason why I broke up with him is mainly because he's very stressed in his jc life and has no time for me. I felt neglected thus suggested a breakup. It's not his fault and its not mine either. I believe that in a relationship, it takes two people's responsibility. Therefore, both me and him also have faults, not just one person.

Junkai is a great man, i do not doubt it. A man with great potential both in basketball and studies, I wish him all the best on the phone just now too. And I highlighted that he must wave to me next time he sees me on streets. I dont want to end up like both very awkward.

I guess it's a break free for both me and him. The moment I mentioned breakup, I felt as if this burden has been lifted off my shoulders, everything seems brand new again.He can concentrate on his studies and I can have the freedom to do the things I want yeah.

Just now met Ze and Weilie for a eating session and fellowship. It was nice cause we talked over Godly stuffs and they are damn crappy. Haha, can't stand it.

Alright, I sound more serious in this post because i don't want any rumors or what. Yupyup.

2009-07-18T01:29:00.001-07:00

Thursday:
Charmaine's Bday!!!!;]
Saw Belinda in the morning! Hahaha, we met in a very awkward manner and ran tgt to Tpjc. Lol!!
Then later after school, Clique and I went Billy Bombers after school to surprise Ceci with a Choco and Cheese fondue.

She cried in disbelief. Lol... Keep saying "Why your treat me so good?" "Why???"
Hahaha. Her expressions are damn classic.

At night, went to watch Harry Potter with Marc they all. Ok la the show. Lol...Karyl was very ji dong. She really hates Ginny and Malfoy. Lol!!

Friday:
I cried big time yesterday at sch again! Dont know how many times must I cry in sch this mth-.- Lol...I didn't expect myself to cry but somehow when I was walking outside of the General Office to the Project Work room , something just hit me and I cried.

Terribly horrible.

Later at night I went on a shopping spree myself. Need to do something to make myself feel happier. Tried this pair of jeans tt ZY tried before too!

Nice right!! Hahaha. I love it. Maybe me and ZY can buy and we wear it out tgt? Lol. Like everybody is wearing the "Cheer you up" shirt like tt. Hehe.

Saturday:

Just came home from ECP ! We cycled for one hour. My legs are failing me now. Hahaha. I was a happy girl today in the morning! Hehehehe. Rach surprised me with a mini cheese cake with wordings on it. Ain't she sweet???? Love u Rach!!;D They;re very nice to accompany me to ECP to cycle too. I was very touched. Hehe. Without them, today's trip wouldn't be as fun;x

Weilie fetched me on the bicycle! He's a very good cyclist man! Initially, I was very afraid, I have this phobia for riding a bicycle{I dont know why too}. But Welie is such a stable cyclist that I wasn't afraid at all! I even let go off the handles. Hahaha. Rach, Mab, Angie and Weilie taught me how to ride a bicycle. You should have seen Rach, she looks damn funny. Lol! Thanks everybody! I feel so loved;D

Photos at FB!;]

2009-07-15T07:31:00.000-07:00

I have flu;[[ Damn. A very bad time to have flu. Rushing for EOM now, but I can't find a single article that I can generate ideas from. Haha, I feel like sleeping in such weather.

Something exciting: I am having combined tuition with Junkiss, Brandon and Terry again! Yay! Just like old times. Hahaha, tuition with them was super fun last time. Super lame and jiao. Lol... But only having Chemistry tgt. Hmmm, I am looking forward to the very first lesson;DDDD

Today Chinese orals, I sort of screwed it up. I don't know why I was so nervous while reading the passage. I stammered a lot-.- Hahaha.Crap. Conversation was ok, just that I dont know how to say Singlish in Chinese. Haha, whatever, it's over anyway.

Concentrate and go on brenda!!

Junkiss is playing the piano for me now. Heee.He knows the first few notes for the Twilight-Bella's lullaby song, i am impressed;]]]] Still rmb that he took a video of himself playing the piano for me during my bday last year. Haha. He looks retard in that video and demonstrates poor videoing skills. Lol. Ok la, but i was touched. Wish that he could so something similar this coming anniversary. I want the Bella's lullaby songggg!;]] *hint hint* And he said i love him 5% only. What the.....I think my Clique can prove that I love him more than tt a lot lor. U are such an idiot. Hahaha.

Nights peopley.

A ceasefire

2009-07-12T05:53:00.000-07:00

Take it away, you can never have yesterday

Hagen-dazed yesterday with Rach and ZY. Hehehe. They really cheered me up. I really really love Hagen daz's icecream. It's like.....so heavenly. Hahaha. We joked and played a fool while eating the Fondue. Hehe. And plus we saw *** at Cotton On. So it was extra fun. Lol. Then we headed to shop. And I hate Topshop for once. Hahaha, they don't have UK size 6 for most of their tops, skirts and even undies!!! Zzzzz. I feel so neglected;[[[ And today I really totally agree with ZY that Topshop guys are real cool. Lol.

Anyway....I have been feeling better today. A million thanks to all the friends that were constantly encouraging me during this period. I think my mood affected Clique too, but dont worry, i am alright now;]]] I will be putting my priority on studies and serving in church. Not escaping from my problem but rather looking at it in another perspective.Whatever will be, will be. I am not letting anyone to affect my life anymore. It's not worth right. Haha. I called Weilie recently, and I told him that I can only trust a few ppl in my life. And Weilie said "Just be yourself in front of ppl, be comfortable with them and then you can slowly open up"
Hm....I find it very true. You have to be yourself first, in order for others to feel comfortable in ur presence.

Ohya...there's a cg outing this coming Sat. We're going cycling. I don't even know how to ride a bicycle-.- Maybe I should just bring my books to study. Lol.Emo.

I am making the tiny surprise I have for Rach and ZY! Hehehe. I hope they will like it;]Byebye.

Screwed

2009-07-10T21:38:00.000-07:00

And in the midst of noise, I hear your voice.

Took a train with Angie to Clarke quay;] Cam-whored but i am lazy to upload. Hahaha.

We went to some bar after going to Clinic. We played games;]]]. The game is cool. Nicholas was the ultimate victim. I believe Nic and Jundong nearly turned gay tt night. Haha, awesome.
The game:

Random photos:

I was feeling rather moody the whole night. I am sorry if I showed any attitude towards you girls. Sorrry.......I need some time to recover and get over it.

I am going to mug hard today and tml;] I dont want this kind of results anymore. I know I can do better.

Meeting ZY and Rach ltr for ice cream. I need plenty of it to make me smile.

Fade away with time

2009-07-09T08:17:00.000-07:00

Today is a real sucky day for me. Cried in school terribly;[ I think I got "out of control" Lol. Thanks Wenjun and Clique anyway;DD.

Tml night going out with Clique. I am damn excited for it. We're heading to Fashion Bar. Not the place tt excites me but rather i know it's gonna be a night of "letting loose". I am not answering any calls or sms tml. Hmmm, I need to release all the unhappiness and stress. A lot people coming too;]

Tml getting Chinese results, I will die if I didn't get A.

Break free

2009-07-08T08:40:00.000-07:00

Trying to do my reading logs. I owe four reading logs man. I can die by just doing one, so now i owe her four of them.

School and gym-ing have been fun because of Clique;] I feel much happier in their presence. I am having the sian-ish attitude towards certain issues in my life. Since nothing is gonna change and everybody thinks that he/she is right, why bother to even argue or crash things out.There wouldn't be any changes, isn't it? The next day and it will be the same again.

I am trying to have a more positive outlook towards life. I believe I can, I just feel like breaking free from everything else and be free. Like, really really free. I am getting a little not me these days...... I will recover sooooon;]

Off to reading logs;[

I love me

2009-07-05T09:51:00.000-07:00

Went gym-ing with Angie and ZY yesterday;D The feeling of having someone to accompany you to gym is very different. I normally go there alone. This time with their company, I felt so much more excited. Hehehe. We tried various machines tgt, some machines I have never used before and it was fun. I enjoy and appreciate their presence a lot. I am so happy too that I motivated them to be enthu in gym. Next time, I wouldn't be going alone to the gym that often alr. I AM HAPPY. LETS ALL HAVE (___) TGT AND SHOW OFF TO CECILIA TAN SOCK HWEEEEEEE. YEAHH;DDD.

After gym, the funniest thing is that we actaully saw CECILIA TAN SOCK HWEEEEEE eating at ri-ben-chu [I don't know how to spell]LOL.
It was damn hilarious. Me Angie and ZY dash in and surprised her.

Going with Ceci, ZY and Angie to gym every Thursday! Hehehehehe. Tml going with ZY and Rach.
;]]]]]]]]

Today I went church and it was pretty amazing. I sang on stage for choir!!Me leh, go chior. Hahaha. But my voice seems to "stand out" from the rest and quite a few stared at me. Hmmmm, never mind, must have confidence in myself. Lol...
Then afterwards went this pub thingy at the Singapore Flyer there to play with cg.

Shall upload photos tml;DDD

How many times must you lose something before u actually cherish it?

A way that I can get to you

2009-07-03T19:34:00.000-07:00

Went to BBQ yesterday with Clique;]. It was super fun. Hehehe. I love Rach's condo. Spacious, white and grand...like some President's holiday resort. Lol. I love ZY's laptop too. She has a lot of very nice songs. I sent it to my email and the songs are currently in my phone alr!! Whooo. I can't express how much I love Leona Lewis's Bleeding Love. Her vocals are damn power, Simon has good judgment. I hope she will keep producing awesome music. YESSS.

We played True and Dare last night. Some of the True questions that we have to answer:
-What is your wildest sex fantasy?
-Given these 3guys[Alson, Jundong and Nicholas] that are present here, choose one you want to marry, have shot-gun marriage with and one night stand.
Some of the Dares:
-Run and bang on the fence, ask number from a guy playing tennis.
-A one second lips to lips kiss [a girl to girl]
Hahahaha
I told Junkiss about this and he said this "Actually your friends quite fun". Lol....

Then we had some girls to girls talk;] Talk about relationship and stuff. So happy that I know the clique in a deeper level. I guess me and ZY went through a lot of heartaches because of guys but...it makes us stronger right? Heee;>

Me and ceci also played in the pool. We're trying to create this very nice water effect. Haha, I almost wanted to whack Ceci when she accidentally splash the water on my camera!!!! Tsssk.

Stef and the rest coming my house later..Then after wards heading for gym with ZY and Angie.

I love the Clique a lot;DDDDDDDD I feel very comfortable with them. Heee.

I REMOVED MY BRACES. COOL A NOT;DD. Lol....I was initially very worried it wouldn't be nice. But the Clique all said it's pretty and it makes me real happy.The pain is all worth it;]

I have problems uploading photos we took at BBQ on FB. I will upload all real soon;]]

Long Live the Queen

2009-07-02T04:57:00.000-07:00

Exams are over for me.
Today History paper was a blast;P. What I studied for really did came out. And thank God that I managed to write finish my essay. Initially it was stated that we're given 1hr to complete it. But I dont know why the teacher only gave us 45mins. Hmmm.

I am removing my braces tml. Somewhat excited but more of scared. Hai...If not straight how? Later smile still not nice still how? What if the doctor tell me I have to put the screws in my mouth for the rest of my life? ;[[[[ I am getting paranoid.

I rented a book today by Jodi Picoult. It's called the Sister's Keepers. I need to read, a lot. I feel that my English sucks.

I am depressed over my English and worried over my braces.

Anyway, I went to Cotton On today, wanted to purchase my skirt but in the end no size. Going to check it out at Orchard outlet tml.

Why am I having the sian feeling?
Promise to have pictures in my bloggie real soon

Hairs are falling, hands are rotting

2009-06-29T05:16:00.000-07:00

H2Econs was definitely demoralizing enough.
Feel that the paper is do-able just that I didn't study at all. But I still managed to crap things out. Unlikely that I will pass.

English paper.....No time to finish it. Tsssk. They expect us to do like 8 compre questions, one entire summary and one AQ( it's like an argumentative essay like tt, where you must state your claim, explain your claim blah blah blah....) in just one hour and a half. My hands are rotting.

Zzzzz. I am chionging Chem and Chinese now. Pray for me.....;[

Maths paper two days from now. This is even worse, I haven't even touch Maths yet. Argh.

Draw me away

2009-06-28T04:04:00.000-07:00

Tml is Econs test and I am totally unprepared. I haven't even flipped the book. Hai. Seriously, I wonder how I am going to die tml. Let's just pray tt it can really demoralize me. I really really need some motivation pleaseee.

I bet I will walk out of the exam venue with a horrible sulky face and my heart will just sink. I don't like the feeling of staring at space when everyone is scribbling something done.

I need a miracle.

Removing braces offically next 2 weeks. I think it's not straight yet....not the straight that I want. ;[[[[[[

Micheal Jackson

2009-06-26T00:12:00.000-07:00

Quoted from Times:
"A songwriter who sets the beat for a decade. A dancer with the fanciest feet on the street. A singer who cuts across all boundaries of taste and style and color too."

Micheal Jackson died last night due to a heart attack[I think]His life is really both a tragedy and a legend. What a pity.... My sister and I used to watch him dance on television.

I LOVE MICHEAL JACKSON!!!

No one can ever dance like him.

Love is as strong as death

2009-06-25T02:14:00.000-07:00

Edited:
Now at Junkiss's hse. He's sleeping as if he's dead. Lol. No matter how loud I play my music or game, he's still sound asleep. Heee;P. He ran 10km at 1pm last night at East Coast Beach. Siao bo? Lol. I have been playing the computer for more than 2hours. Heh. Cam-whoring with his webcam. Vaio's webcam's good;]

Went to church at night. And I learned something new.....Jealousy is not a sin. It is the only right respond when your love is threatened.

And this: Love can never be sold or brought, it can only be won.

Chatted with Junkiss last night and we talked about Singapore Idol. Hahaha. Then....I thought of Sylvester Sim. Awww. I was crazy over him then. The only artist or boy band I really like is F4 and Sylvester Sim. I can't figure out why I like Sly. Hahaha.

Love knocks you down

2009-06-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

Went to the Airport today to find Weilie for a quick lunch. His colleges tagged along too. And I chatted with the two girls for very long (despite first time meet)Lol... Then Weilie and Kang ting sent me off the shuttle bus. I took the shuttle bus to find Angie, Ceci and Veronica. Hehe. Me and Angie chatted and went to browse on the internet. Hehe, couldn't stop laughing.

Then later at night headed to Plaza Sing with Mum and sister to eat.

Hub only called me once today. Zzzzz. His phone no battery. And in that call he only say "Ok lor"..."Ok lor". Tsk. Then now I think lights out already. So....wouldn't hear from him until tml. Siannxxxxxxxx;[I am like a emo kid sitting in front of the computer seeking for love-.- Going to find him tml right after his camp. Then to church for bible study.

Hmm, I promise I will study tml. I will chiong all the way to 230pm then find Hub.

My computer v v v v v v v lag;[[[ Sian. Cannot upload all the photos, I emo.

Gonna get get

2009-06-23T08:09:00.000-07:00

I wore my specs cause my eyes is still reddish. Sian

Went Town today with mummy and sis;] Fun trip eh. But didn't buy much except something at Cotton On Body. Cotton On Body rocks. The texture of their clothes, boxers are all very comfortable. Heee. Hub called me thrice today and is now msg-ing me. I am so happy to receive his calls that I shouted. Haha.

Me: HELLO!!!*in a very bright tone*
Hub: Hi, yup.
Me: I miss u *very high pitch*
Hub: Walao, you really very er xin leh
Me:Hey.
Hub: Miss u too *whispering*
Me: Hahaha. You shy is it
Hub: Whatever la

Heee;P Today I went gym too after town-ing. I feel that I am super ultimate ma-lu at gym. After running on the treadmill, I sort of slide down but I lost my balance cause the treadmill was still moving. So.....in order to balance, I raised one leg up. Like high up.Then I accidentally kicked a lady. She was like stunned. Hahaha. I guessed a lot people saw cause the gym was about to close and everyone was sort of heading towards the exit.

I am very much awake and Hub just text me saying that he's sleeping soon. Sianxxxxxx. Whenever I call him I can hear Brian's very very manly voice. Lol

Indulge

2009-06-22T21:48:00.000-07:00

I going out later with mum and sister.
Hub is in a 3days2nights leadership camp. Haha, I told him not to do mass dance with girls. I remembered my mass dance, I danced alone. So pathetic.... Haha. He's coming back on Thursday. I told him I wanted to fetch him but he refused claiming that "It's very pai seh...." It's very xin fu lor. If he want to fetch me after my camp I think I will be happy until....Imagine when you are very shag and there's someone you love waiting for you outside. Awwwwwww!

I am planning to flung my Mid years *shouts yay* I need something to wake me up from my complacency. Maybe flung-ing Midyears will. Demoralize me totally please.

Found this website, it's pretty good. It has all the Spa promotions:
http://www.totallyspa.com/index.cfm?method=promos.promoSearch
Goodie

Anyway my Personal Trainer is such a meatball. He's supposed to meet me two weeks before but....he's delaying. I feel like throwing weights at his face. Like, right at his face. Tssk. Lol. Hub say must be more understanding, maybe he have things at hand. Hmmm, I shall give him one last week. Idoit, give me false hopes.

Then then.....I think I shall wait 3weeks more then remove my braces. Wanted to remove last week. But....I could feel my teeth moving again. So I shall wait for 3weeks more. I am getting impatient. Haha. Hopefully it will be really nicely done. I dont want to put braces the third time.....please. Enough of pain.

The right words to say, the right things to do

2009-06-22T07:49:00.000-07:00

Look at this male model:
His features are very sharp.

Lovely dopey.

MY YAK PAK;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD hehehe

TheFaceShop fruit jelly tube.

The Milo ice cream

My phoney;]
Studied a little today.....Like 2hours? Haha really very little. I recorded the whole Chem lecture down and re-played it. Can hear Charmaine and I blabbering, deciding where to eat all that. Lol.

I woke up early today with a swollen eye. Headache the whole day.
Just want to topple on my bed and sleep.

Watched movie("Ghost of Girlfriend Past") with Hub. I like the movie. It's a very touching show. Every flirt in this world should watch it. Hahaha. Had dinner and went home. Wasn't really an enjoyable journey because we quarreled. Hopefully things will turn out better.

And I really miss the clique so much.
Nights

Sha La La Voom

2009-06-21T10:13:00.000-07:00

It's time for a change;D Changing blogskin is very troublesome.
I added tagboard cause Wenjun told me it would be a better way of communication since I don't sign in msn often. Haha.

I just saw the pictures taken at Hub's house when they're having potluck. It's so funny. I cannot stand Weile and Wencheng. Hehe
Bubye

Red Eyes

2009-06-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

She's so beautiful.

I am studying History right now. It's killing my brain cells. My eyes are red now....Extremely tired. You will get qutite agitated while studying history. I always have this thought in my mind:"If they haven't had this conflict, I wouldn't be in such pain" Lol. And this Arab Israeli conflict is very very extremely confusing. They spend like 8chapters talking about why they can't attain peace. And in conclusion is that......they both aren't willingly to compromise. They used 8chapters just to justify this point.

I prefer studying about Hitler. I like his aggressiveness.

Last Saturday had lunch with Stef, Weilie and Wenjun. Saw the ultimate huge burger at Carl's Junior. Then accompanied Weilie to get his guitar done. The guitars at Peninsula are amazing. They're very affordable too. Hmmm, I love the white guitar.
This Tuesday going to Charissa's Park to learn guitar from Weilie with Wenhui. Hopefully can see Hub there too;].

Today is our anniversary again. Lol....Time really passes fast.
Going out with Hub in 19hours time.

ZY keep saying she miss me. She's making me very shy. Hehe. Why am I baka???? Lol

I shall do history awhile more then sleep.

Nighty people

2009-06-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

Sianxxxxxxxx X100

I can't do redox.I can't do Chemistry. I am going crazy because of it.

The only good thing about today is that I completed my History syllabus.

Hmmmm.

BYE

2009-06-16T06:14:00.000-07:00

Todya, abit suey. When I came back from lunch with Angie, I slept. And I overslept. Nvm. Then I went to swtich on my computer and started typing my own notes for GP. I saved the doc. But when I wanted to view it again, I couldn't find. Tsssk. Then Hub called. I sort of screamed: " I will never give up...The thing harder to do, I must do it." Hub was shocked and couldn't tahan me that he khup the call. HAHAHHAHAA. He was like "Ok, ok enough, I know u will not give up" I sounded like a scary monster.

So....I re-typed the doc. While typing, I visited Facebook and posted " I will never give up. Come what may. My will is strong;DD" At that split second when the comment was updated to my wall.....MY COMPUTER SHUT DOWN. I want to strangle myself.

Randomy stuffss.......
I am so happy that ZY is becoming more like me. Dont worry ZY, u'll not regret becoming like MEEEEE;DDDD. LOL
Marcus's post on Ms Tang instantly brighten up my mood. Hahaha. It's damn funny. I can almost imagine the whole scene out through the way he wrote it. Waaaa. Next time can be famous author alr, Marcus. Lol.

This is such a random post.

2009-06-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

Forgive and forget. And the world will be a happier place.

I need someone to pei me......
-Drink lychee iceblend with nata
-SING
-Slack and laugh
-Hear me talk for hours
-Meet my PT [im scared]
-Shop at NTUC and Topshop

Time management is important.

2009-06-14T07:19:00.000-07:00

Was opening up past folders and looking through some oldies goodies photos. So many memories...

At Cotton On, trying out clothes;D In the end, we brought it and headed for movies.Hee. At plaza Sing I think.

At Bugis, Hub acc me to meet my Cell Group members for dinner. How sweet. I think I really grew fatter. Look at my kuku face.. Hee

I made this for Hub! He say it's like a kindergarden set meal. We studied hard and I thought he deserved a good treat ma.Lol

This was our study process towards olevels. Hahaha. We chionged like mad tgt;D

Our first neo neo;D

Class chalet. Quarreled and almost broke up;[

His bday that I first celebrated with him. Lol... Weile spoiled the surprise. Tsssk. Hahaha.

I was upset and he brought ice-cream to cheer me up;D. I was very very happy.

Our first 100 days tgt. Hehehe;D. He brought me flowers and we went to sit Flyers with his parents. Family day? Hee. Ignore my twitttx way of taking picture. He said I look like a maid tt day-.-, how nice. Lol

Forgotten where we went to. Hmmm, but he brought this shirt with me.

Our first trip to eat ice cream;] I wore very formal, he too. Lol. First date ma.

This was the first chocolate box Hub got for me;D

This was our Happy First Month's present. I made him salad and he brought me a pair of Guess earrings

We went Orchard shopping and brought the same shirt. Hahaha.

Been through a lot with Hub in this one year plus relationship. Sometimes I really dislike him but still, till today, I find myself crazyoverhim. I feel that both of us have grown a lot through this r/p. We have learnt a lot of things, experiences.....

Iloveuuu.

2009-06-14T00:59:00.000-07:00

Met up with Junkiss yesterday. It was kinda awesome. We went to catch a 5.20pm show at Century Square, " Drag me to Hell" I screamed throughout the movie and hub was sweet enough to hold me and pat me on the head. Lol...I know he's secretly scared too. He grabbed my hands, tight. Stop pretending!!! Then we went window shopping and ate at Foodcourt. I dont like the Mix Rice there. It's very....yup. Then I headed to Weilie's bday party just downstairs of Hub's house. Had fun looking at Weilie's cake mashed face. Me and Tansey plan to go for a swim soon at Charissa's Park. Swim swim swim.

I hired a personal trainer to help me gain weight! A number of people scolded me for this;[ Including Hub. He said "He might be a Tiko" I am meeting this guy this coming Tuesday. He's the cheapest I can find. He says gaining 5kg in a month can be attainable with great discipline. Hmm. So I guess he will teach me what to eat and how to exercise. Let's just pray that he will be nice.

Hub said I look fatter. I am very very happy. But I replied in a very snobbish manner. I said: "Like duh" Hehehe. Hub and I have one thing in common: WE ARE SUPER BHB. One day, he was having his basketball training at backcourt. Then he called me just to say " When I running very shuai hor". Heee.

I want to buy a lot of things;S
I need a pedicure [I never did one before;(]
I want that particular bracelet from Diva
I want that Topshop inspired bag
I want that thing from Cotton On Body.

I need $$$.
I am currently very poor. I owe TK $26, I owe Hub a present. I need to pay for my PT.

2009-06-12T20:19:00.000-07:00

Shoes:

High waist and nice clothes:

They make me love high waist even more.
Gorgeous shots:

BTW, I AM TAKING MY BRACES OUT NEXT WEEEK;DDD
happy me.

2009-06-12T19:10:00.000-07:00

Hmmm. I dont really know what to blog about. Haha. Yesterday I went out with ZY and Rach to Bugis. Did some shopping;D. Couldn't find the braclet and t-shirt that I wanted. So end up with two cute pairs of earrings home;D

The day before:
Went to pray at Riverwalk then headed to shop with Weilie at Suntec. We went to IT Fair! He brought a mp3 for his sister. Then he taught me things about God. Hmmm. He's a great brother to me.Then we headed to the durian there to meet Erwin and Mabel;D. The two couples. It's definitely weird sitting outside The Esplanade where you see a lot of couples kissing and hugging like nobody's business. Lol. Then I left them to go meet Angie and Wendy. They happened to be watching concert at Esplanade. Haha, I took a lot of pictures of randomy people.

Lol...Then we headed home. Weilie waited for me at the Mrt there cause we live near each other.
So......went home with Mdam[inside joke] , Sir[inside joke] , Angie and Weilie.

Later I will be going out with Junkiss to watch movie then later both of us is going to Weilie's bday party.
Hehehe.

I will upload another post on shoes and models;>

2009-06-11T21:26:00.001-07:00

Now watching Liar Liar while blogging. Hehehe. Mum's getting me fried chicken to eat,. And hopefully later can go Bugis shop. Haha, I want to buy tops. Very long never shop. Heee
Liar Liar is so funny. The teacher was asking the kids the occupation of their father. Then the kid say " My father is a Liar" Then the teacher showed this face:

Shall update later at night.Hmmm, SHOPSHOPSHOPPPSHOP;D
This girl is really making my pots go red.
I want to kill her.

2009-06-11T08:48:00.000-07:00

Trust.

It's so hard to gain and easy to lose.
I dont know what to believe anymore.
I am very confused over things tt have been fed to me.

I will not forgive someone who had lied to me.

2009-06-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

SULKY FACE.
I didn't study much today.
I hate the thought of having PW lessons tml.
I am freaking jealous tt Jerry owns a Fairlady.
I made a new friend today.
I drank bubbly tea today.
I love myself and clique.

2009-06-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

Went to school this morning;D Felt that it was rather a waste of time. Tskk,
the econs teacher was mumbling to herself all the way. I studied Econs all the way today. Studying= more occupied = more happy. Hehehe. I was tidying my study table and packing my notes. I realized that it's kinda impossible to finish studying some subjects like Econs and History. Econs is like never ending. It's like dnt. You think you have completed it, but actually there's more to it. Then for history, 8chapters tested. And I often sleep in class during history. Clique is all in pyshics. So....I tend to feel a little lonely during history. No one to talk to. I think I will cling on to Rau tml.

Went to airport to study with Angie, Ceci and Rach. I saw this skinny girl at airport today, she's skinner than me!!! Hahaha. She made my day. Love seeing people skinner than me. Hmmm....just to console myself. Rach made these ear plugs for me cause the Macdonald's music was very disruptive. Hehe. Thanks;D

Tml will be another day passed.

Yesterday I was feeling rather angry. Weilie called me and we prayed over the phone for like very long. Haha, I felt much better after that. Really appreciate a brother like him that is able to share Godly stuffs with me. I changed my perpectives of how I deal and look at things last night. I shouldn't have anger outbreaks so frequently due to various things that happen on me. I should face it with a smile and know that through this thing I will gain more experience and stuffs. I need to be more positive. And guess what....After this positive change, I ate a lot today. Previous nights, I threw away half of my dinner. Hehe, no wonder so skinny. I ate 2psc chicken, mini bread, mashy potatoes, half a bowl of bean curd, chicken rice plus soup, sausage muffin with milo and lastly, strawberry with cookies and cream ice cream. Yipppeee. Eating spree is back.

Hmmm... Jiayou, I am now 42kg. I aim to be 47kg by end of 3months. Hehe. During Jan I made the same goal and achieved it, from 39kg-42kg in 3mths. Haha, with determination sure can right right. Heeee.

YAY.

2009-06-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

Went to celebrate with Hub today;D He has a lot of different names, like Hub, Junkiss and blah blah blah. Lol, I like to alternate. There was this Puma sales and everyone was going crazy at Tampines Mall, including US. Lol, Hub brought one pair of shoes and two shiny belts. He's a happy man.

Then we headed for ice-cream!!!!! I usually dont spent money on expensive ice creams, you know like if have special occasion then eat more meaningful;] Last time I ate was during my last year's bday tooo;D Ate with Hub as well. Very memorable, so this year, we did the same thingy. Heee. We ate Ajisan <<[how to spell] My teeth is very painful, I ate my half a bowl of noodles for 1/2hour. It was horrible. Tsssk, Then in the end the person say they want close shop alr. Lol, so all the food went to Hub's tummy to prevent wastage.
Hub was very nice to me today. I lub him.

Hub said I am very skinny. Too skinny. It makes me feel so sad. I put on 3kg and I am still very skinny.

I hate FB, so lag. Tsssk.
Anyway thanks Shien for helping me find back my shoes back;D
And Marissa for keeping my shoes for me.
Heeee. I am always so forgetful.

2009-06-05T20:58:00.001-07:00

Went to town to shop and celebrate my Bday!! Brought a top and a bag for my bday present! Hahaha, then later at evening went to bubletea shop and church;D. The bubble tea shop guy only know me for one day and he brought me a mini bear. Lol, he's very nice. Church people-ly gave me Diva earrings. I was super happy can;]]]]. Always loved Diva. Then "Kira and gang" brought me Havanas slippers plus Diva's bracelet. I feel so blessed!! Thanks people!!!!!!!!!!!!;DDDD

Later at night, junkiss came and surprised me. I was wearing my specs and a super BIG tee from TPJC. Lol.... I looked retard. Junkiss said I was never pretty before, so it's ok for him. Tsssk. He stayed till 130am and I chased him out. He was sleeping on my sofa-.- Last year he was here too. I wish every year he can come my house and celebrate with me;]. Super sweet. Lol... Mummy brought me my favorite cake from some shop. Haha, a very sour lemony cake.

Yanshan, Wnejun and Fel also dropped by my house to SURPRISE me. I was damn happy to see the three of them . Hahaha. They made me a college full of my pictures and theirs. Very good memory lor those days. I miss the guai-lan atmosphere a lot a lot. And the punching bag Wencheng. He never fails to make me bonce back when I hit him. Urber coool;D I love EASTSPRING. They each made me a card. Hehehe. I was actually quite shocked that Wenjun will make a card. You know....guys ma. Hahaha. There were interesting graghics there too. Junkiss took a look and can't stop laughing. He just said " I miss Wenjun a lot" LOL

Hmmmm. A week just passed like that. Kinda exciting for me. Next week I promise/swear that I will chiong my Mid years like crazy. I have this sudden motivation alr. I didn't start this week because I reckon I will be very lazy and restless. Next week I have to rush so....=more stress. I love stress. I rather have them than not have them. If no stress, everyday just lay on bed and wait for the day to pass by right?
Jiayou people, A levels!!!!!!

I meeting Beee later then to gym and to eat;D
Can't wait.

2009-06-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

________________________________________

ELLO.

Panorama yesterday:

The whole concert was alright. Angie and Wendy looked so different on stage. Lol. Couldn't recognize them in the first place. Hahaha

Then later headed to have a mini supper at Clarke quake;]

Headed home and chat with Junkiss. So much to talk about.....;], I guess we're ok again. Thank God he understood me and didn't scream at me. If not I would have killed him. Heeee.
Birthday coming in half an hour's time. I am pretty much EXCITEDD.

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PRESENTS;DDDDD SO CUTE. I received a teddy bear and a lot of randomy cuteee stuffs, birdy from Jas and all the birthday wishes. My friends are super duper SWEET PEOPLE;D.

2009-06-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

Went to have dinner with clique. It was awesome lor! Haha, at first I received a call frm ZY asking me where I am. Then the next moment I saw some unglam girl running towards me with a big big balloon!!!!! Hahaha, I hugged her man. She and Rachel are so sweet to the max. Then they brought me my favorite green tea cake from Bread Talk. It must have cost both of them a bomb. Thanks;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. I have this urge to show off my very big balloon. Lol, it made me unglam also. Heee, the balloon flew and I ran after it. I looked dumb but happy and excited.
Thank you ceci, Angie, ZY and Rachel overall. Lub lub ur. Haha

Anway, I am going dental this coming Friday! I think I am removing my braces next mth;D Whoooop!! The screws are really working, It's pushing my teeth back. The pain is worth it.

Tml going concert, dinner and shopping with clique. Hehe, excited.
Nights people-ly.

2009-06-02T00:00:00.000-07:00

My glasses just dropped when i was trying to connect my HTC to the comp.Tsssk. I looked damn silly.
Today is a doggie day. Took Gigi and Coco for a haircut. They looked cute and blur. Haha

Going out with clique later;D Hopefully I will feel better.I want to laugh like I nv had. Love is such a lie, giving u false hopes and fat dreams. Someday, you just have to wake up.

Muackzzzxsss.

2009-05-31T18:15:00.000-07:00

Celebrated my birthday with my girls on Saturday;D Nicholas, JunD, Alson, Jiashun were really very nice. ZY told them that there are only 4 girls celebrating my birthday, and they quickly came down to celebrate with me. Alson even sort of "sneaked out" from home to celebrate for me. I was very touched;]]]. My girls gave me my birthday present!!! Guess what! It's KISSES CHOCS. OMGGG. Hahaha. I just merely told them that I can't afford expensive chocs but I love to eat them and they just brought it for me. Sweeeet;D

I love them manzzzxxxx;D. They also brought for me ice-cream cake. Hehehehe, they know I love love ice cream. Double sweet of them;D.
Then we headed to play pool and went home. Heee

To ZY, Ceci, Angie:
Thanks for everything and making me feel so loved by your. Your must have spent a lot of money on the cake and present. Haha. But your were really ultimate sweet. And the suprise was really well-planned because I didn't sense anything at all. Thanks for always being there for me;]]]. And always standing up for me. Haha, and ZY!!! The celebration isn't dull at all ok! I love it to the max. And I am also really thankful that u called the guys to come along. Waaa, we quarreled with them but they still so give face. Hehehe. Love ur to the max!

I feel so wierd now because I seldom dedicate post to people. Haha. Oh ya, I was pretty angry with Junkiss yesterday. Tsssk. Maybe it's because I am not as lame as his classmates so he is very willingly to take pictures and video with them[2girls!!!]than with me! Every time ask him take with me, he will give me the "Kill me" face. Then now laugh so happily with the girls. So tmd. Tssk. Somemore that girl go and grab his hand and pulled him. Sweet lor. Damn pissed. Tskkkkkkkkkkkkk-.-.-.-

Haha, On a random note, I just read through my old posts.
It's so funny. Feel that I am very childish.
And I saw how I mugged for my Olevels.
Hehehe, feel that time really passes very fast.
A lot of things have also changed.
Man, two years from now I am going to stare at this post and see how I flare for my A levels. Jiayouuu;D

2009-05-31T00:33:00.000-07:00

yesterday I celebrated my birthday with my friends;D
It was really super duper sweeeeet of them;]
I was very happy.
I am a happy girl last night.
I shall blog about it later at night;D
Hehehehe.

I will let nothing spoil my mood.
It worthless to get angry over someone that dont even care....right?

2009-05-24T09:05:00.000-07:00

Today was a sweet day with Beee;D
He came over to my house and we watched movie tgt
Hehe, Enchanted.
A very appropriate movie to watch with bf?
Lol!
I said I was having headache and bee brought panadol for me frm his house
But I think he forgotten to give it to me!
Tskkk.Lol.
Then we headed to Idea Place to talk;
Managed to tell Bee what was happening in school
Love him giving me advices.
Heee.
Then a girl kept msg-ing him
Tskkkkk.

Next time I sure go his school and stare and every girl I see!!!
I am actually quite curious about Bee's school
Like the people they have in there...yup.
And their notes
I read their GP notes. It was really good
Like those kind when you read, you will catch something.
Unlike Tpjc's......
;[

On the other note, I am very inspired by the Top Models!!
They are 176cm tall on the average and 55kg
But they dont look underweight...
They look like health weight.
Idoit. I want to be like them...
Tsk
So today I went crazy and hit the gym
I exercised continually for one and a half hour at gym
Then ran around the stadium
Lol.
Like a mad woman in the hot sun.
Tml I am going to run in school again.
RUN RUN RUNNNNNNNNN ZZZZZ!

I miss my classmates. Heee

I just called Bee and he said " I am cooking my dinner" in a very Indonesian maid style.
Lol.
He just sounds wrong.
Heeee.
Nights peoply!

2009-05-17T10:14:00.000-07:00

Just finished my reading log.....
Idiot.
I hate hate reading logs.
History test tml, and i am very scared
I only studied one essay questions
Hehehe.
Shouldn't went out on Saturday with junkiss.
Went airport to eat with his parents.
Teeheeeeeee

Tml have to chiong a lot of chem assignments and catch up with my econs.

Grrr.
Feel like pon school one day to finish all the drapes.

Hmmmm, I feel wierd today with junkiss.
Feel that he's not telling my things.
Whatever.....Haha, very tired.
Yawnsss,nights.

2009-05-15T09:07:00.000-07:00

Hehe, I am having lack of sleep
I miss sleeping.
Just feel like "pom" on the bed and sleep until I happy lor

Hmmmm..I love Stars program actually.
It helps me to recap my previous topics;D
Just tt maybe they can change it to a Saturday thing and not at 5pm.
Anyway,had running heats yesterday!
Wooo-hoo.
We got fourth la. Lol, nvm;D

They were all damn bloody fast and very good stamina also.
Idiot, regret not training. Teehee.
Damn sian when I was being taken over. Felt like screaming
I think when I was running I can feel my legs weakening.....

It was quite a shock too....
Jiashun ran like wind.
From the last runner can overtake till become second
He was really......
Hahaha.v FAST
S26 got fourth.
Ok....actually they got fifth.
Then I sort of shouted somethings then the initial fourth person was stunned and looked at me half way through the race...
Lol
Then he didn't realize that someone frm S26 overtook him
Hehehee.
Damn hilarious.
After the heats, he still walk up to me and say "Did u waved at me just now?"Hahahahhaa
Okieee. Very tired, NIGHTS;P

On a random note, I miss Beee.

2009-05-10T01:54:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday Cici Tan;D
Went to sing k-box and we did quite a few daring and crazy stuffs
Haha
It was really very fun
Hmmm... Then headed to Clarke quake to drink
Hehehe, my first trip to there
Cici, zy and Rachael can drink quite well
Me and Angie drank ice water
Hahaha.
Then the boys came, Jundong, Nealson, Nicholas and one unknown guy.
Hehe,we were all very excited playing some games and munching the cheesecake
Too bad Zhengyong nv come
Just joking!!
I think Zuoying was extremely excited the whole night
Then sat MRT home with cici and rau.
Cici is really a nice friend, very chat-table.

I havent been doing my homeworks.
Grr, I realized I am more hardworking on weekdays than weekends.
I tend to get too complacent or just simply can't wake up at all these few days

Tml doing PW.
Next 2weeks history test on five chapters.
Waa. Overwhelming content to study.
But....I sense a little excitement in me.
I wonder why...

I am going gym soon then to celebrate Mother's Day.
Yippeee.

I miss junkiss very much;]

2009-05-07T09:52:00.000-07:00

Went to the dental
And did the "screws" job
Hehehe, it was absolutely disgusting...
The dental gave me a jab to numb my gum
The jab is not perform using those normal syringe
It's some kind of machine that has a very long tube with a needle on it
Haha, ok...I dont know how to describe Zzzz

Then he put the screw in
You know like normally u see how ppl drive in screws to furnitures or what...
Yeaah.
That's how he drove mine in
Hehehe, but I felt nothing because of the jab

Hmmm...

I thought it wasn't painful at all
But around 1hour later it hurts like mad
Cause the screw is being driven into my bone...
Then the pain is from my teeth there all the way to my cheek bone.
Waaaaa. Felt like plucking all my teeth out at that moment.
Idoit....ruined my study plans also.
Damn mad at that point.
Hehehe
Then junkiss called and I cried.
Haha, he said I 17years old alr still cry until like that

Ok....then I felt better.
Junkiss was really sweet;]
Lub.

Nights;DD

2009-05-04T07:26:00.000-07:00

Next time I just don't care and don't ask anything
Put on my sweet voice and pretend everything's fine
I am so ti liang now.

Bad day.

Sleeping early.
Don't care, waking up tml early to study.
IDIOT.

2009-05-01T18:26:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Karyl for this nice photo;]]]
Shuai.
Hehee. Off to study;DD

2009-05-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

Waaaaa, PI is really killing my brain cells;[
I consulted the teacher and he said it was ok to do on poverty
Then......
He changed his mind after I completed the PI.
He said that it is a problem, not an emergency.
I FEEL LIKE......

Hehe, but good tt he rejected my idea
Now, I am doing on Swine.
The topic is rather new, so not much info as poverty on the net.
It is an emergency because The Straits Times paper says so.
This time round he better approve it.
;D

Yesterday I saw Gary on the bus....
While alighting it, I turned back and waved to him
Hehe,
but I didn't see a big barrier at the bus stop
So I banged into it, and almost flipped over
Now my leg has 3blue black
So coool.....;]

I think I look like a total loser at that moment.
After I banged, still have to look normal.
Hahaha!

Haiyaya.
Hopefully junkiss can go tml''s mini 4e4 gathering....
If not wc and jy wouldn't be going.
Hm.....
Nights.

2009-04-27T06:45:00.000-07:00

Days in school have been rather fun with my classmates;D
They turn out to be quite nice people
Hehehe, as lame as me?
Tml is my econs essay test
Haha, seriously very nervous.
Hmmm, econs essay is like double, triple harder than any Gp essays or history's
;[[[
Ok la, but believing is recieving.
So must believe that I will do good;D
Rather angry with my gp teacher today
She is so......blur?
She forgotten to tell us there is gp test today!!!
Omg.
My whole class was quite angry with her.
Tskk, it's a impt test u know.
Counted to promos-.-
Idoit.

I lovee.......

2009-04-25T23:45:00.000-07:00

Went to celebrate sister's bday yesterday at ECHIBAN;D
Nice sushi shop at PS
Hehehe.
Her bday actual date is on Tuesday..
Hmmmm. Early celebration.
I have four tests coming the next two weeks;[
Siansxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The worst thing is my gp teacher forgotten to inform us when the test is
My friends guessed it's tml
Pray hard it's not, cause m not planning to study
Hehe
I plan to focus on my Econs and Chem
die die dont want to fail them again;DDDD
JIAYOU..

2009-04-22T08:52:00.000-07:00

Tansey's b'day on Saturday:

I just finished half of my PI....
It's so torturous.
;/,hopefully wouldnt be rejected again.
Hehehe

Today is me and bee's HAPPY ONE YEAR ONE MONTH;D
Didn't really celebrate cause both busy
Haha, but i am trying to make it like...
We will at least meet for a while during weekends
U know like spend time 1/2 hr drinking bubble tea also can
or some other randomy stuffs.
Hehe, best is watch movies.
I loveeee movies.

Today is the first time i understood a chem lecture
Hehe, thanks to Charmaine and Clinton.
They helped me a lot;]]]

I think I am sleeeping soon;D
I must be as hardworking as Beeee.
Must chiong early with him everyday

NIGHTS PEOPLEY.

2009-04-19T07:54:00.000-07:00

Busy weekends.
Hehehee
Damn happy too.
Watched 17again with Jojo, Beee and Brian.
Nice show, the actor is so hot.
;D
Beee was really nice and sweet yesterday.
I feel very happy.
Like very long nv been in this lovely dopey feeling.
Haha.

I miss school-ing somehow.
I must get back the motivation to study again
must

2009-04-16T07:06:00.000-07:00

Kinda angry with myself now......
I am stuck at my PI....
Food emergency,hais;[

I shall go sleep now and do it tml
I seriously hate those works that are needed to be completed on computer
I am someone who cannot face computer for long
Very headache
I am stressed.

But on a happier note, i got back my history test's result and was very satisfying;D
Hehehehe,hopefully my english essay will score well tml tooo;D
Pluh-leaseee.

2009-04-13T08:10:00.000-07:00

Edited:

roarrrrrrr
Terribly angry.
Yet I am still smiling.....
I am supposed to be angry.
Grrrr.
Feel like killing a girlllll;P

Chatting with old friends make me HAPPPPY;D
Very long nv online alr, misss them.
Esp, all the jun jun's.
Hehehehes.

Today I laughed at my chemistry teacher
Not purposely one.....
But, it was so funny I couldn't stop laughing hehehe
So meaaan.
He said" ori-ji-na" instead of "ori-gi-nal"
I laughed all the way from toliet and all the way back
all the way to maths audi
Hahahaaha.

Super meannn.
Next time I will control.
Actually, I didn't laugh but my friend asked me one lame lame question
"Do you want to order ori-gi-na chicken or crispy chicken?"

Alright.....cannot laugh at people again leh;D

Sleeey modee.

2009-04-12T09:25:00.000-07:00

Hmmmm.....
I can feel my eyes closing as I type this post.
Hehehe, hate to work in front of a computer for long hours
I can't stand it one
Giddddy;[

Tml will be be a better day with friends
;]]

I can't wait for the movie marathon with Beeee.
Hopefully he has the time, i have the money.
Mm-hmm. 17again and Shopaholic.
I wonder they will still show these two movies next week

BYEEE

2009-04-11T09:24:00.000-07:00

More pics on facebook!!!
It was Marcus's bday;D
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY GLOWING SUNSHINE BOY?
HEHEHE

Had very fun celebrations
A little lazy to elaborate on it
Haha, but thanks Marcus for all the treats
Yumm.
Finally get to see Bee ystd
Hmmm. Very very long nv see him
Missed him;], really.....hehehe.
Jojo helped us take a picture but eye bags were HEAVY.
Not tt nice so nv post. Heees.
Went to Charmaine's hse to help them do project;]
So fun taking pictures around.
Her parents were very nice tooo;D
Fed us with lots of food, my tummy felt satisfied.
Hmmm.

Getting late.....nights;]