Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 7:58 AM

Havent been feeling quite well these days. Everything just came tumbling on me within a day. I thought I can handle it well but I end up crying in school today like some retarded-.- Did serveral things with the company of N. Lol... attempts to make myself better. These things included jogging, frolick-ed and watching horror films. Hahaha. I really felt better after doing all of it. And I am drinking again with zy they all tml at Summer Breeze. Lol..I will be fine, soon.
I feel wasted and useless. Never did I felt this way before. The fear of losing everything at once. I need to stand back up again.
Thanks for always being there for me, clique and N. Loves. Hahaha.
Just let the people talk.
天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我-
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我-
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走