I really really want to go for this. Sign.


Tell me who will not be tempted to go. Haha

I remembered I swayed to the music. I remembered I kept smiling to myself. I remembered N poured cold water on my face. I remebered zy gave me the very yummy biscuits. I remembered JH licking the cheese thing. I remembered hugging people.

Hahaha.
The aftermath of last night was horrible;/ It was worse than last time's. When I reached home, I layed motionlessly on my mum's bed till 12plus. Explosive headache and aches all over. Lol. I woke up today and realized that MY CAMERA IS GONE. Oh please, let it be in N's bag. Please. My mum will kill me and I will also kill myself. Urgh. I am still extremely tired now.


Thank you clique and N for always being there for me(; Especially N who is always tolerating all my nonsense emotions and accompanying me to do the things that will make me happy. Haha. I love all of you(;

What's gonna happen on Monday remains unpredictable.

This is not me.
I dont know what I am feeling inside.

Btw, I just created a twitter.
http://twitter.com/brencyj

Havent been feeling quite well these days. Everything just came tumbling on me within a day. I thought I can handle it well but I end up crying in school today like some retarded-.- Did serveral things with the company of N. Lol... attempts to make myself better. These things included jogging, frolick-ed and watching horror films. Hahaha. I really felt better after doing all of it. And I am drinking again with zy they all tml at Summer Breeze. Lol..I will be fine, soon.

I feel wasted and useless. Never did I felt this way before. The fear of losing everything at once. I need to stand back up again.

Thanks for always being there for me, clique and N. Loves. Hahaha.

Just let the people talk.

天空突然一片辽阔
原来你是真的已经离开我-
在我不熟悉的世界过新的生活
闭上眼让泪水滑落
此刻你已真的永远离开我-
在另外一个没有我的世界自由的走

Pictures that were taken a long time ago.

Changed blogskin because many people said that they have difficulties reading my fonts. Hahaha. Hope this skin will work(;Btw, you can change the songs by clicking the two spinning circles found on the playlist(Some songs have wierd people talking in front for a few seconds haha). Bloody bored now. The whole house blacked out just now while I was editing my skin.And I was alone at home. Scared the hell out of me.

Anw just got back from singing K with Zy, Angie, Wendy, Rau and N. Hahaha. Didn't have the take-a-picture mood, so no photos. Think this is the first time we didn't took any pictures when we're out. Lol. Didn't get to eat my Katong chicken rice. Having so many different cravings right now. I want to eat many many things:/

Caught a movie yesterday, 500days of Summer.It was just a simple love story, not much plots and twists. Hahaha.Movies can make me feel so happy. Wanted to catch Hawolleen2 but it's M18. Urgh. Next movie I want to watch: Case39

School is starting tml. Getting back results. I pray that my friends wouldn't get upset or cry. Really(; We can all do it !!!


What if one day, it all disappears

I promised to blog. So here I am. Haha
Last Sunday:

Went to Church in the morning and had to rush back because Ceci and Angie were coming my house(; Half an hour later, we were out of the house again. Fetched Rach. Bathed, played and took pictures at her house before heading to Bugis.
Heee. Had a quick shop with Angie and brought some earrings. Rushed to CQ and found that the pubs were quite empty on a Sunday night. It dampened our mood a little. Nonetheless, we had fun later at night. Hahaha. Me and ceci got a little tipsy and laughed at everything and anything. She also had this impromptu trip to Hagen Dazs. So we went, and Ceci complained that the ice cream was "bitter" while I stare and laugh hysterically at the restaurant manager.
Rach and Angie sent us home by cab. In the cab, ceci just stoned there while I (taking the front seat) slept slanted, leaning towards the taxi driver. It was horrible. Hahaha. They dropped me down and I got a little scared. There were a lot of China people (no offence, but...) sitting at the bus stop. So..I called N and chatted till I reached home. Hahaha.
Fabulous, crazy night(;
Photos:




I am really lazy.
Yesterday:
Felt super lethargic the whole day. Caught a heavy flu and could not stop sneezing. Haha. My nose was red and swollen. Lol. Anw, someone unexpected sms-ed my yesterday and sort of clear some of my doubts I have for certain issues. Hahaha. Slept so early...like 1030pm. But didn't had a goodnight sleep though. Was effing worried when I received a sms at midnight. Waking up every hr, just to check my phone. I hope you're alright(((;

One more hour to end of school. Currently sitting with Wendy and doing PW;> Not doing PW actually. More of facebook-ing and chatting. Hahaha. Going to eat Subway after school. I want to eat MnM cookie and the very nice Barley drink they have there. Yum. Pray that it wouldn't rain now. Shall update more tonight!! Weee.


MARCUS WROTE THIS:
hahaha now sitting nedxt to a shuai ge, v handsomwe.... cool..awww my eyecandyyyyyy ^o^wendy keep biow him lor..cheeky lor..

Last night had an impromptu BFF trip to Marina Barrage. Impromptu is because Ceci could come out only at a very last minute. Lol. We went Tampines Mart to get all the snacks we can and headed to MB. Hahaha. Guess what? We met Wendy on the MRT with Jiahan. They were heading the same way as well.

Had a mini pinic at MB but soon after that our food were infested with ants. Hahaha. Jiahan is really a nice guy, he left us alone to have some girl's time. We talked, laughed and screamed. Lol. Did a lot of silly things. Haha, our freebie fell to the first floor and it was nowhere to be found. Then we played the water fountain. The water so damn cooling!!!

Lol. Was shagged and caught the last bus400 to Mariana Bay. Wendy lost her ezlink and DBS card. Haha.We laughed too hard at Ceci's ezlink card photo and I think that's why she was distracted.

Separated with Wendy and JH at Cityhall (they cont their date).

We want to go back to MB and play with the water there! Haha. This time with ZY and Rach along. Last night, we really wished they were there. Never mind! There's always next time. Ystd =full of coincidence , chaotic moments and ....Yeah.
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Promos was quite a torutue. But I guess it's also a blessing in disguise, in a way. Haha. Recieved cookie from Rach, a star from Ceci and the very tasty, yummy cupcake from Yanshan and Belinda! Hahahaa. Was very touched upon receiving the cupcake. It was damn random. Lol. Yayyy. THANK YOU(((((;

Life has been exciting after Promos! Plans laid out till Tuesday and Wed will have to return to the battle for PW and Alvl Chinese.

Brenda,17
Tampines Junior College
Life's a playground when you guys are around
I love the Clique!
Hear only the good stuff(;