Steam-boated and church-ed

Steamboat yesterday was awesome la. Haha, I felt that I was really crazy. Laughing randomly when everyone is eating and attempting to talk to various people that I dont know at all. Rach!!! You were such a good companion! Lol. It's good to have someone being crazy with you. Lol...Rach thought me how to speak Australia accent. Haha, Wendy said I sound nice! YEAH MAN. But Nic kept laughing at me and said I sound like some Indo maid-.- Idoit.


During steamboat a few stupid things happened. I gave Dajie egg york to eat but she thought it was a fishball and asked "Why is this fishball so yellow" Lol.


Ceci did some unglam acts. Like real unglam and unexpected. Haha, super ugly lo. Then I used some scoop in the hope of taking the Tomyam soup but didn't realize that the scoop has holes. Hahaha, so I ended up spilling on myself.

Then after steamboat we headed to Clarkequay. Wendy and Jiahan drank. And me and Rach went crazy . I took a lot of pictures! They looked like they are taken from a DXR(I think so) ! Super excited.




I feel very blessed during steamboat. Dajie kept helping me search for more food for me to eat, Rach asked me to eat more rice and Nic helped me to peel all my prawns;]]]] While ceci was busy entertaining herself...Hahaha.

I will upload photos later. Have to rush for PTM and PW now!!!
BYE;D

E-LERANING is so stupid. If you wrtie "-12" instead of the short dash, they will mark you wrong. If you write "one mole" instead of "1 mole" they mark u wrong too. Stupid system. Darn stupid.

I love what she is wearing! So pretty....


I am feeling very gloomy because of the E-learning tml. Shiitx. I am not someone that can face the computer for long hours. I will feel very dizzy after one hour's usage. Sobbs. Can someone like hack into LMS and shut down the whole system? Imagine u receive a message in TPJC.net today saying that:E-learning has been canceled.
I will scream/jump for joy lor..lol.

I have been a good student these two days. Hehehe. I have been doing all my homework and revising lectures;]]. Thank God that I feel the stress back.

School days have been awesome. Something HAPPY happened to me today;] After PE...when I was walking from the first floor to second floor. Hehehehehe. After that incident happened, I skipped my way to STARS program. Haha. Cool a not;>

I brought the bag that I have been considering for months yesterday!!!YAY. Lol...usually when I buy things, I consider super duper long, so that I wouldnt regret buying it. Hopefully it will arrive by mid of Aug. This is my first time buying a bag online too. Haha, excited. I also have been saving to buy a hairband from Mini Bits and some other Mac products. Hahaha. But a bit diffcult for me to save ah. I spend on food like crazy in school. BUT WHERE DO ALL THE FATS GO?????????????;[[[.


I have to stop procrastinating and hit the gym tml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!;D

I almost went crazy at 10pm today. Super ultimate demoralized by studies. Feel that I am really super blur and disorganized. Ended up wasting a lot of time and unnecessary effort. I must be more alert and brighter in the way I do things. I dont want to end up suffering due to my own silliness. Yeahh...And I need a lot of grace and strength from God. Perhaps a miracle also....

Went to serve in Children Church today. The kids are a awesome bunch.


Haha, they talked a lot of nonsensical stuffs and it made me feel more relaxed. Lol. Then after church went to celebrate Ze's birthday with Huihui, Tansey, Ryan, Stef and Weilie.
Hehe. Ze and Weilie went to eat cheesecake after that but I cant go...have to do school work. My cheescake;[[[[


I am rather happy today because Weilie is slowly opening up to me...Like in the past he wouldn't tell me his problems. But today he poured out to me quite a bit. Happy that I can be of some help to him...finally;] Good friends should share things one ma.

I have a bad feeling about school tml. But I will overcome tt pessimism.

On a random note, today two of my close friends cried. Lol....STOP BEING LAME OK, THE BOTH OF YOU. Lol. Zheng zuo la.

Edited:

Just came home from badminton;D Hehehe. Rach and allen are really very sweet. I told Rach I was alone and she suggested that she can rush down after her tuition to come find me;] Allen too...He came down from his house even though he's sick just to accompany me. I am so blessed to have these friends in my life;D Not even any of my ex-boyfriends treat me that well. Friends are so much better;DD

Anyway I feel better after a game of badminton. More refreshed, not that sick anymore;]]]]

I am uploading pictures on FB well waiting for my 10pm Liu Xing Hua Yuan show. Hehe.

Bem's and YuinHui's birthdays are coming;D Double celebration. Haha.


EDWARD CULLENNNNNN;D

School days have been disastrous, I am getting more agitated with the teachers. They're really.......
Today I went home and slept for 2hours plus. In JC life, it's very hard to make yourself wake up. Haha, I slept at 4, and set my alarm to ring at 430pm...But in the end, I woke up at 630pm-.- It's really kinda impossible to wake yourself up, damn drained with work.

Yesterday stayed up till one am plus just to complete the stupid EOM and reading log. Failed to accomplish my reading log....I only did 1/3 of it and I went to sleep, buei tahan the tiredness man...

Tml there's econs extra lesson and going to eat really nice ban mian with clique;]]]

I need more sleep.

I have been saving money to buy things from Mac....But mummy is so great. Hehe, I told her that I need something from Mac and she said she's bringing me to buy on Saturday. Mummy=awesomeness+greatness .

I love Fridays.

Did some real stupid things with Rach, Wendy and Angie today. I told Rach my "light soya sauce" childhood story and she laughed until like tt:

Hahaha. Damn funny, I have never seen this side of Rach before. The crazy side. Lol.
I was rather bored and did silly things as well. This is totally unglam and kinda lame! Lol. But it was fun though. I laughed super a lot today;] Today is a happy day for me. Haha.


At night, went to Weilie's place to learn how to string e guitar. I was quite si bai. I took like 2hours plus just to string and tune the guitar. And the problem is, the guitar is not even properly tuned yet until now. Hahaha. Ok, learn slowly. Jiayou.

Thanks Rach and ZY for the cake;D Rach is super sweet! She brought me a cake in the morning and ended up being late for sch. Awwwwwww

Chatted with Junkai for very long on the phone last night. And guess what, we're back to being sisters again! Before I stead with him, we were very close sisters. I lost a bf but I gain back a friendship instead;D How cool ya. Hehe. Junkai said to me some things that really made me feel v touched;]

In the past when we quarreled, we will always blame each other and nv really reflect upon ourselves. But last night, Junkai just told me that he felt tt it was his fault all tt and he said it's really true that one has to lose something before learning how to cherish it;D Really damn happy and touched when I heard it.

I felt that I really made the right decision;D I promised him to go his sch and play. Hehe. He's like my "san ba" friend now. I told him that I will gossip and bitch with him. I WILL BRING HIM TO SHOPPPPPING. LOL. Topshop! Yesyes. Haha, cool right. We have brilliant amazing memories. Really amazing. We told each other the same thing last night:"You really impacted my life" . I guessed out of this bot of us have matured in our thinking a lot. For myself, I have learn a lot of things. Alright, we will move on and be happy.


A lot of people that I didn't expect to console me. Haha. Alright, I really very grateful for everyone;DDD I mean it hor. Yup...








AND TAN ZUOYING YOU BETTER CHEER UP. I AM THREATENING U. U BETTER CHEER UP.

Whatever I say in this post is true and from the bottom of my heart.
I broke up with Junkai today. Yes, it's a official breakup. I know it seems sudden but we have been having this problem since the start of our school life. I think it only seems sudden because I don't usually blog about my relationship problem, I find it very fake like tt. Yup. I have been crying these few days is because of this issue. I felt very troubled by it and didn't know what to do. But today I came out with a decision and that's a breakup ya.

The only reason why I am blogging this is because I do not wish people to gossip behind about my back btw me and Junkai. Just want to make it straight foward once and for all. Before I blogged this, I have alr discussed with Junkai about letting people know so that people wouldn't talk behind our backs and he agreed.

The primary reason why I broke up with him is mainly because he's very stressed in his jc life and has no time for me. I felt neglected thus suggested a breakup. It's not his fault and its not mine either. I believe that in a relationship, it takes two people's responsibility. Therefore, both me and him also have faults, not just one person.

Junkai is a great man, i do not doubt it. A man with great potential both in basketball and studies, I wish him all the best on the phone just now too. And I highlighted that he must wave to me next time he sees me on streets. I dont want to end up like both very awkward.

I guess it's a break free for both me and him. The moment I mentioned breakup, I felt as if this burden has been lifted off my shoulders, everything seems brand new again.He can concentrate on his studies and I can have the freedom to do the things I want yeah.

Just now met Ze and Weilie for a eating session and fellowship. It was nice cause we talked over Godly stuffs and they are damn crappy. Haha, can't stand it.

Alright, I sound more serious in this post because i don't want any rumors or what. Yupyup.

Thursday:
Charmaine's Bday!!!!;]
Saw Belinda in the morning! Hahaha, we met in a very awkward manner and ran tgt to Tpjc. Lol!!
Then later after school, Clique and I went Billy Bombers after school to surprise Ceci with a Choco and Cheese fondue.

She cried in disbelief. Lol... Keep saying "Why your treat me so good?" "Why???"
Hahaha. Her expressions are damn classic.


At night, went to watch Harry Potter with Marc they all. Ok la the show. Lol...Karyl was very ji dong. She really hates Ginny and Malfoy. Lol!!

Friday:
I cried big time yesterday at sch again! Dont know how many times must I cry in sch this mth-.- Lol...I didn't expect myself to cry but somehow when I was walking outside of the General Office to the Project Work room , something just hit me and I cried.

Terribly horrible.

Later at night I went on a shopping spree myself. Need to do something to make myself feel happier. Tried this pair of jeans tt ZY tried before too!


Nice right!! Hahaha. I love it. Maybe me and ZY can buy and we wear it out tgt? Lol. Like everybody is wearing the "Cheer you up" shirt like tt. Hehe.


Saturday:


Just came home from ECP ! We cycled for one hour. My legs are failing me now. Hahaha. I was a happy girl today in the morning! Hehehehe. Rach surprised me with a mini cheese cake with wordings on it. Ain't she sweet???? Love u Rach!!;D They;re very nice to accompany me to ECP to cycle too. I was very touched. Hehe. Without them, today's trip wouldn't be as fun;x



Weilie fetched me on the bicycle! He's a very good cyclist man! Initially, I was very afraid, I have this phobia for riding a bicycle{I dont know why too}. But Welie is such a stable cyclist that I wasn't afraid at all! I even let go off the handles. Hahaha. Rach, Mab, Angie and Weilie taught me how to ride a bicycle. You should have seen Rach, she looks damn funny. Lol! Thanks everybody! I feel so loved;D

Photos at FB!;]

I have flu;[[ Damn. A very bad time to have flu. Rushing for EOM now, but I can't find a single article that I can generate ideas from. Haha, I feel like sleeping in such weather.

Something exciting: I am having combined tuition with Junkiss, Brandon and Terry again! Yay! Just like old times. Hahaha, tuition with them was super fun last time. Super lame and jiao. Lol... But only having Chemistry tgt. Hmmm, I am looking forward to the very first lesson;DDDD

Today Chinese orals, I sort of screwed it up. I don't know why I was so nervous while reading the passage. I stammered a lot-.- Hahaha.Crap. Conversation was ok, just that I dont know how to say Singlish in Chinese. Haha, whatever, it's over anyway.

Concentrate and go on brenda!!

Junkiss is playing the piano for me now. Heee.He knows the first few notes for the Twilight-Bella's lullaby song, i am impressed;]]]] Still rmb that he took a video of himself playing the piano for me during my bday last year. Haha. He looks retard in that video and demonstrates poor videoing skills. Lol. Ok la, but i was touched. Wish that he could so something similar this coming anniversary. I want the Bella's lullaby songggg!;]] *hint hint* And he said i love him 5% only. What the.....I think my Clique can prove that I love him more than tt a lot lor. U are such an idiot. Hahaha.

Nights peopley.

Take it away, you can never have yesterday







Hagen-dazed yesterday with Rach and ZY. Hehehe. They really cheered me up. I really really love Hagen daz's icecream. It's like.....so heavenly. Hahaha. We joked and played a fool while eating the Fondue. Hehe. And plus we saw *** at Cotton On. So it was extra fun. Lol. Then we headed to shop. And I hate Topshop for once. Hahaha, they don't have UK size 6 for most of their tops, skirts and even undies!!! Zzzzz. I feel so neglected;[[[ And today I really totally agree with ZY that Topshop guys are real cool. Lol.


Anyway....I have been feeling better today. A million thanks to all the friends that were constantly encouraging me during this period. I think my mood affected Clique too, but dont worry, i am alright now;]]] I will be putting my priority on studies and serving in church. Not escaping from my problem but rather looking at it in another perspective.Whatever will be, will be. I am not letting anyone to affect my life anymore. It's not worth right. Haha. I called Weilie recently, and I told him that I can only trust a few ppl in my life. And Weilie said "Just be yourself in front of ppl, be comfortable with them and then you can slowly open up"
Hm....I find it very true. You have to be yourself first, in order for others to feel comfortable in ur presence.

Ohya...there's a cg outing this coming Sat. We're going cycling. I don't even know how to ride a bicycle-.- Maybe I should just bring my books to study. Lol.Emo.


I am making the tiny surprise I have for Rach and ZY! Hehehe. I hope they will like it;]Byebye.

And in the midst of noise, I hear your voice.



Took a train with Angie to Clarke quay;] Cam-whored but i am lazy to upload. Hahaha.

We went to some bar after going to Clinic. We played games;]]]. The game is cool. Nicholas was the ultimate victim. I believe Nic and Jundong nearly turned gay tt night. Haha, awesome.
The game:




Random photos:








I was feeling rather moody the whole night. I am sorry if I showed any attitude towards you girls. Sorrry.......I need some time to recover and get over it.


I am going to mug hard today and tml;] I dont want this kind of results anymore. I know I can do better.

Meeting ZY and Rach ltr for ice cream. I need plenty of it to make me smile.

Today is a real sucky day for me. Cried in school terribly;[ I think I got "out of control" Lol. Thanks Wenjun and Clique anyway;DD.

Tml night going out with Clique. I am damn excited for it. We're heading to Fashion Bar. Not the place tt excites me but rather i know it's gonna be a night of "letting loose". I am not answering any calls or sms tml. Hmmm, I need to release all the unhappiness and stress. A lot people coming too;]

Tml getting Chinese results, I will die if I didn't get A.

Trying to do my reading logs. I owe four reading logs man. I can die by just doing one, so now i owe her four of them.

School and gym-ing have been fun because of Clique;] I feel much happier in their presence. I am having the sian-ish attitude towards certain issues in my life. Since nothing is gonna change and everybody thinks that he/she is right, why bother to even argue or crash things out.There wouldn't be any changes, isn't it? The next day and it will be the same again.

I am trying to have a more positive outlook towards life. I believe I can, I just feel like breaking free from everything else and be free. Like, really really free. I am getting a little not me these days...... I will recover sooooon;]

Off to reading logs;[

Went gym-ing with Angie and ZY yesterday;D The feeling of having someone to accompany you to gym is very different. I normally go there alone. This time with their company, I felt so much more excited. Hehehe. We tried various machines tgt, some machines I have never used before and it was fun. I enjoy and appreciate their presence a lot. I am so happy too that I motivated them to be enthu in gym. Next time, I wouldn't be going alone to the gym that often alr. I AM HAPPY. LETS ALL HAVE (___) TGT AND SHOW OFF TO CECILIA TAN SOCK HWEEEEEEE. YEAHH;DDD.

After gym, the funniest thing is that we actaully saw CECILIA TAN SOCK HWEEEEEE eating at ri-ben-chu [I don't know how to spell]LOL.
It was damn hilarious. Me Angie and ZY dash in and surprised her.

Going with Ceci, ZY and Angie to gym every Thursday! Hehehehehe. Tml going with ZY and Rach.
;]]]]]]]]

Today I went church and it was pretty amazing. I sang on stage for choir!!Me leh, go chior. Hahaha. But my voice seems to "stand out" from the rest and quite a few stared at me. Hmmmm, never mind, must have confidence in myself. Lol...
Then afterwards went this pub thingy at the Singapore Flyer there to play with cg.

Shall upload photos tml;DDD

How many times must you lose something before u actually cherish it?

Went to BBQ yesterday with Clique;]. It was super fun. Hehehe. I love Rach's condo. Spacious, white and grand...like some President's holiday resort. Lol. I love ZY's laptop too. She has a lot of very nice songs. I sent it to my email and the songs are currently in my phone alr!! Whooo. I can't express how much I love Leona Lewis's Bleeding Love. Her vocals are damn power, Simon has good judgment. I hope she will keep producing awesome music. YESSS.

We played True and Dare last night. Some of the True questions that we have to answer:
-What is your wildest sex fantasy?
-Given these 3guys[Alson, Jundong and Nicholas] that are present here, choose one you want to marry, have shot-gun marriage with and one night stand.
Some of the Dares:
-Run and bang on the fence, ask number from a guy playing tennis.
-A one second lips to lips kiss [a girl to girl]
Hahahaha
I told Junkiss about this and he said this "Actually your friends quite fun". Lol....

Then we had some girls to girls talk;] Talk about relationship and stuff. So happy that I know the clique in a deeper level. I guess me and ZY went through a lot of heartaches because of guys but...it makes us stronger right? Heee;>

Me and ceci also played in the pool. We're trying to create this very nice water effect. Haha, I almost wanted to whack Ceci when she accidentally splash the water on my camera!!!! Tsssk.

Stef and the rest coming my house later..Then after wards heading for gym with ZY and Angie.

I love the Clique a lot;DDDDDDDD I feel very comfortable with them. Heee.

I REMOVED MY BRACES. COOL A NOT;DD. Lol....I was initially very worried it wouldn't be nice. But the Clique all said it's pretty and it makes me real happy.The pain is all worth it;]

I have problems uploading photos we took at BBQ on FB. I will upload all real soon;]]

Exams are over for me.
Today History paper was a blast;P. What I studied for really did came out. And thank God that I managed to write finish my essay. Initially it was stated that we're given 1hr to complete it. But I dont know why the teacher only gave us 45mins. Hmmm.

I am removing my braces tml. Somewhat excited but more of scared. Hai...If not straight how? Later smile still not nice still how? What if the doctor tell me I have to put the screws in my mouth for the rest of my life? ;[[[[ I am getting paranoid.

I rented a book today by Jodi Picoult. It's called the Sister's Keepers. I need to read, a lot. I feel that my English sucks.

I am depressed over my English and worried over my braces.

Anyway, I went to Cotton On today, wanted to purchase my skirt but in the end no size. Going to check it out at Orchard outlet tml.

Why am I having the sian feeling?
Promise to have pictures in my bloggie real soon

Brenda,17
Tampines Junior College
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