H2Econs was definitely demoralizing enough.
Feel that the paper is do-able just that I didn't study at all. But I still managed to crap things out. Unlikely that I will pass.

English paper.....No time to finish it. Tsssk. They expect us to do like 8 compre questions, one entire summary and one AQ( it's like an argumentative essay like tt, where you must state your claim, explain your claim blah blah blah....) in just one hour and a half. My hands are rotting.

Zzzzz. I am chionging Chem and Chinese now. Pray for me.....;[


Maths paper two days from now. This is even worse, I haven't even touch Maths yet. Argh.

Tml is Econs test and I am totally unprepared. I haven't even flipped the book. Hai. Seriously, I wonder how I am going to die tml. Let's just pray tt it can really demoralize me. I really really need some motivation pleaseee.

I bet I will walk out of the exam venue with a horrible sulky face and my heart will just sink. I don't like the feeling of staring at space when everyone is scribbling something done.

I need a miracle.

Removing braces offically next 2 weeks. I think it's not straight yet....not the straight that I want. ;[[[[[[

Quoted from Times:
"A songwriter who sets the beat for a decade. A dancer with the fanciest feet on the street. A singer who cuts across all boundaries of taste and style and color too."




Micheal Jackson died last night due to a heart attack[I think]His life is really both a tragedy and a legend. What a pity.... My sister and I used to watch him dance on television.


I LOVE MICHEAL JACKSON!!!


No one can ever dance like him.

Edited:
Now at Junkiss's hse. He's sleeping as if he's dead. Lol. No matter how loud I play my music or game, he's still sound asleep. Heee;P. He ran 10km at 1pm last night at East Coast Beach. Siao bo? Lol. I have been playing the computer for more than 2hours. Heh. Cam-whoring with his webcam. Vaio's webcam's good;]

Went to church at night. And I learned something new.....Jealousy is not a sin. It is the only right respond when your love is threatened.

And this: Love can never be sold or brought, it can only be won.

Chatted with Junkiss last night and we talked about Singapore Idol. Hahaha. Then....I thought of Sylvester Sim. Awww. I was crazy over him then. The only artist or boy band I really like is F4 and Sylvester Sim. I can't figure out why I like Sly. Hahaha.

Went to the Airport today to find Weilie for a quick lunch. His colleges tagged along too. And I chatted with the two girls for very long (despite first time meet)Lol... Then Weilie and Kang ting sent me off the shuttle bus. I took the shuttle bus to find Angie, Ceci and Veronica. Hehe. Me and Angie chatted and went to browse on the internet. Hehe, couldn't stop laughing.

Then later at night headed to Plaza Sing with Mum and sister to eat.

Hub only called me once today. Zzzzz. His phone no battery. And in that call he only say "Ok lor"..."Ok lor". Tsk. Then now I think lights out already. So....wouldn't hear from him until tml. Siannxxxxxxxx;[I am like a emo kid sitting in front of the computer seeking for love-.- Going to find him tml right after his camp. Then to church for bible study.

Hmm, I promise I will study tml. I will chiong all the way to 230pm then find Hub.

My computer v v v v v v v lag;[[[ Sian. Cannot upload all the photos, I emo.

I wore my specs cause my eyes is still reddish. Sian



Went Town today with mummy and sis;] Fun trip eh. But didn't buy much except something at Cotton On Body. Cotton On Body rocks. The texture of their clothes, boxers are all very comfortable. Heee. Hub called me thrice today and is now msg-ing me. I am so happy to receive his calls that I shouted. Haha.

Me: HELLO!!!*in a very bright tone*
Hub: Hi, yup.
Me: I miss u *very high pitch*
Hub: Walao, you really very er xin leh
Me:Hey.
Hub: Miss u too *whispering*
Me: Hahaha. You shy is it
Hub: Whatever la

Heee;P Today I went gym too after town-ing. I feel that I am super ultimate ma-lu at gym. After running on the treadmill, I sort of slide down but I lost my balance cause the treadmill was still moving. So.....in order to balance, I raised one leg up. Like high up.Then I accidentally kicked a lady. She was like stunned. Hahaha. I guessed a lot people saw cause the gym was about to close and everyone was sort of heading towards the exit.


I am very much awake and Hub just text me saying that he's sleeping soon. Sianxxxxxx. Whenever I call him I can hear Brian's very very manly voice. Lol

I going out later with mum and sister.
Hub is in a 3days2nights leadership camp. Haha, I told him not to do mass dance with girls. I remembered my mass dance, I danced alone. So pathetic.... Haha. He's coming back on Thursday. I told him I wanted to fetch him but he refused claiming that "It's very pai seh...." It's very xin fu lor. If he want to fetch me after my camp I think I will be happy until....Imagine when you are very shag and there's someone you love waiting for you outside. Awwwwwww!

I am planning to flung my Mid years *shouts yay* I need something to wake me up from my complacency. Maybe flung-ing Midyears will. Demoralize me totally please.

Found this website, it's pretty good. It has all the Spa promotions:
http://www.totallyspa.com/index.cfm?method=promos.promoSearch
Goodie

Anyway my Personal Trainer is such a meatball. He's supposed to meet me two weeks before but....he's delaying. I feel like throwing weights at his face. Like, right at his face. Tssk. Lol. Hub say must be more understanding, maybe he have things at hand. Hmmm, I shall give him one last week. Idoit, give me false hopes.

Then then.....I think I shall wait 3weeks more then remove my braces. Wanted to remove last week. But....I could feel my teeth moving again. So I shall wait for 3weeks more. I am getting impatient. Haha. Hopefully it will be really nicely done. I dont want to put braces the third time.....please. Enough of pain.

Look at this male model:
His features are very sharp.


Lovely dopey.

MY YAK PAK;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD hehehe

TheFaceShop fruit jelly tube.

The Milo ice cream

My phoney;]
Studied a little today.....Like 2hours? Haha really very little. I recorded the whole Chem lecture down and re-played it. Can hear Charmaine and I blabbering, deciding where to eat all that. Lol.


I woke up early today with a swollen eye. Headache the whole day.
Just want to topple on my bed and sleep.

Watched movie("Ghost of Girlfriend Past") with Hub. I like the movie. It's a very touching show. Every flirt in this world should watch it. Hahaha. Had dinner and went home. Wasn't really an enjoyable journey because we quarreled. Hopefully things will turn out better.

And I really miss the clique so much.
Nights

It's time for a change;D Changing blogskin is very troublesome.
I added tagboard cause Wenjun told me it would be a better way of communication since I don't sign in msn often. Haha.

I just saw the pictures taken at Hub's house when they're having potluck. It's so funny. I cannot stand Weile and Wencheng. Hehe
Bubye

She's so beautiful.

I am studying History right now. It's killing my brain cells. My eyes are red now....Extremely tired. You will get qutite agitated while studying history. I always have this thought in my mind:"If they haven't had this conflict, I wouldn't be in such pain" Lol. And this Arab Israeli conflict is very very extremely confusing. They spend like 8chapters talking about why they can't attain peace. And in conclusion is that......they both aren't willingly to compromise. They used 8chapters just to justify this point.

I prefer studying about Hitler. I like his aggressiveness.


Last Saturday had lunch with Stef, Weilie and Wenjun. Saw the ultimate huge burger at Carl's Junior. Then accompanied Weilie to get his guitar done. The guitars at Peninsula are amazing. They're very affordable too. Hmmm, I love the white guitar.
This Tuesday going to Charissa's Park to learn guitar from Weilie with Wenhui. Hopefully can see Hub there too;].


Today is our anniversary again. Lol....Time really passes fast.
Going out with Hub in 19hours time.

ZY keep saying she miss me. She's making me very shy. Hehe. Why am I baka???? Lol


I shall do history awhile more then sleep.

Nighty people

Sianxxxxxxxx X100

I can't do redox.I can't do Chemistry. I am going crazy because of it.

The only good thing about today is that I completed my History syllabus.

Hmmmm.

BYE

Todya, abit suey. When I came back from lunch with Angie, I slept. And I overslept. Nvm. Then I went to swtich on my computer and started typing my own notes for GP. I saved the doc. But when I wanted to view it again, I couldn't find. Tsssk. Then Hub called. I sort of screamed: " I will never give up...The thing harder to do, I must do it." Hub was shocked and couldn't tahan me that he khup the call. HAHAHHAHAA. He was like "Ok, ok enough, I know u will not give up" I sounded like a scary monster.

So....I re-typed the doc. While typing, I visited Facebook and posted " I will never give up. Come what may. My will is strong;DD" At that split second when the comment was updated to my wall.....MY COMPUTER SHUT DOWN. I want to strangle myself.





Randomy stuffss.......
I am so happy that ZY is becoming more like me. Dont worry ZY, u'll not regret becoming like MEEEEE;DDDD. LOL
Marcus's post on Ms Tang instantly brighten up my mood. Hahaha. It's damn funny. I can almost imagine the whole scene out through the way he wrote it. Waaaa. Next time can be famous author alr, Marcus. Lol.


This is such a random post.

Forgive and forget. And the world will be a happier place.

I need someone to pei me......
-Drink lychee iceblend with nata
-SING
-Slack and laugh
-Hear me talk for hours
-Meet my PT [im scared]
-Shop at NTUC and Topshop


Time management is important.

Was opening up past folders and looking through some oldies goodies photos. So many memories...

At Cotton On, trying out clothes;D In the end, we brought it and headed for movies.Hee. At plaza Sing I think.

At Bugis, Hub acc me to meet my Cell Group members for dinner. How sweet. I think I really grew fatter. Look at my kuku face.. Hee

I made this for Hub! He say it's like a kindergarden set meal. We studied hard and I thought he deserved a good treat ma.Lol

This was our study process towards olevels. Hahaha. We chionged like mad tgt;D





Our first neo neo;D

Class chalet. Quarreled and almost broke up;[

His bday that I first celebrated with him. Lol... Weile spoiled the surprise. Tsssk. Hahaha.



I was upset and he brought ice-cream to cheer me up;D. I was very very happy.


Our first 100 days tgt. Hehehe;D. He brought me flowers and we went to sit Flyers with his parents. Family day? Hee. Ignore my twitttx way of taking picture. He said I look like a maid tt day-.-, how nice. Lol


Forgotten where we went to. Hmmm, but he brought this shirt with me.




Our first trip to eat ice cream;] I wore very formal, he too. Lol. First date ma.

This was the first chocolate box Hub got for me;D

This was our Happy First Month's present. I made him salad and he brought me a pair of Guess earrings

We went Orchard shopping and brought the same shirt. Hahaha.


Been through a lot with Hub in this one year plus relationship. Sometimes I really dislike him but still, till today, I find myself crazyoverhim. I feel that both of us have grown a lot through this r/p. We have learnt a lot of things, experiences.....

Iloveuuu.

Met up with Junkiss yesterday. It was kinda awesome. We went to catch a 5.20pm show at Century Square, " Drag me to Hell" I screamed throughout the movie and hub was sweet enough to hold me and pat me on the head. Lol...I know he's secretly scared too. He grabbed my hands, tight. Stop pretending!!! Then we went window shopping and ate at Foodcourt. I dont like the Mix Rice there. It's very....yup. Then I headed to Weilie's bday party just downstairs of Hub's house. Had fun looking at Weilie's cake mashed face. Me and Tansey plan to go for a swim soon at Charissa's Park. Swim swim swim.

I hired a personal trainer to help me gain weight! A number of people scolded me for this;[ Including Hub. He said "He might be a Tiko" I am meeting this guy this coming Tuesday. He's the cheapest I can find. He says gaining 5kg in a month can be attainable with great discipline. Hmm. So I guess he will teach me what to eat and how to exercise. Let's just pray that he will be nice.

Hub said I look fatter. I am very very happy. But I replied in a very snobbish manner. I said: "Like duh" Hehehe. Hub and I have one thing in common: WE ARE SUPER BHB. One day, he was having his basketball training at backcourt. Then he called me just to say " When I running very shuai hor". Heee.

I want to buy a lot of things;S
I need a pedicure [I never did one before;(]
I want that particular bracelet from Diva
I want that Topshop inspired bag
I want that thing from Cotton On Body.

I need $$$.
I am currently very poor. I owe TK $26, I owe Hub a present. I need to pay for my PT.

Shoes:






High waist and nice clothes:




They make me love high waist even more.
Gorgeous shots:





BTW, I AM TAKING MY BRACES OUT NEXT WEEEK;DDD
happy me.

Brenda,17
Tampines Junior College
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