It's not that i dont want to say anything
im just afraid of everything else
cause u seemed so far and beyond reached
i can scream and shout in a room and not get the attention i want
i love u so so much but i feel constantly hurt in various ways.
I dont know what happened, but i cant have the assurance.
This hurts so much.
i suck.im confused. what should i do?
How can i say to make u understand
its so hard to even open my mouth and be trueful.
God.Kill me
Teach me what to do in order to salvage in order to say what i want to say
cause its choking me and beyond what i can handle now.
i love u so much.More than u can even imagine
I love to be around ur presence, to hold u so that i feel safe
from everything else
I feel like dying
