BEEEE YOU HAVE TO LOOK AT THIS:

A mere friend will agree with you, but a real friend will argue.

Russian Proverb

ASIA CONFERENCE IS COMING!!!
Bee and me signed up for several classes.
It will really benefit the two of us:D
It will be a blast man
and good news is i just received an email !!!!!
From equipping leaders in Asia.
Awesome! They asked me to go work for them however its not confirmed yet cause have to send in my resume and brief description of myself
so thankful of God for this cause I have been waiting for this opportunity for very very long. It's like a open door for me to go into my destiny i have ever dream of. YA. I secretly wished before in becoming a lawyer because i really really love English. But what i wanted most is to do things that will really give me a sense of accomplishment and happiness. I AM SO SO SO EXCITED. Even though it's not confirmed and i know it's not easy to go in. But i am thankful, thrilled at this opportunity already. Going to talk to stef tonight for my resume. Wish me luck. I am very positive about it. Probably I will be the youngest there or what not.Haha. They are looking for students and adults.wooo. And what's more later I have cell group at Hougang. I am looking forward to it too. How wonderful a day can be for me!!!HAHAHAHAHA

TWO MORE PAPERS TO GOO!!!
AHHH.
"Talking" to bee now
he has fallen asleep and ignores me totally #$%^&%&
BUT he refuses to put down the phone.
Hahaha
Today after the paper slacked whole day with bee
Went his house to play monopoly and watched movie
was kind of great because i miss this kind of only me and him lifestlye
super tired after that
went home and studied a little on ss.
continuing tml.

YOHHHHH!
After today will only be left with 3papers!!
Super happy mood now.
Can't wait. I just can't wait till everything is over:D

Can do so many things i want to after that
History paper!
HITLER!!!!
I can't express my love for Hitler now.
WOOOOSH.

Phyiscs paper later!
Hope that I can do them.
chaos

the right decision is always the hardest to make sometimes

Busy days for me.
Can't wait after this week finish and I will be sensing more freedom!
muhahaha
mugging hard for History.
A last minute study but should be quite alright
endless things to do after o's!
the thought of it makes me motivated to finish and do well this o's fast.
WOOOO.
Few more papers to go! Hang on tight!

Excluded still.

I am blogging twice a day
How bored can I be?
Haha
I should be studying but so moodless to touch my books
maybe i get some motivations elsewhere first then i head back to them
changed blogskin again
Love this blogskin. It's like a love at the first sight.
Though I can't pinpoint which part is wierd?
My dog is limping:(((
Very badly
My poor Gigi


i am EXcluded. Tired of planning everything and getting upset bout "stuffs"
If it's like this then let it be, i can't change the nature of "stuffs"
BYEEEEE

Wooo.Finally one week over
I am feeling much more relax and slacky.
Haha
History haven study
so going to mug hard!
I loveee weekends:D

two papers gone
TODAY is AMATHS

Screwed up my English
But praying that at least I can get a B3
I need it to get my target!
Chem was still ok
Haha
Hopefully Amaths paper later will be easy for me
Good luck friends!

Maybe I painted things a little too perfect

Saw this somewhere
though it's very true

-Don't let the way another person treats you determine your worth.

-Keep your flaws in perspective.
People with a high level of confidence have just as many weaknesses as people without confidence, but they concentrate on their strengths—not their flaws or weaknesses.

YAH
Today I think i slacked more than I study
too sleepy
I think I slept for 2hours
Hahaha
then talked on phone for one hour.
OH OHHHH MY GOD.
But I don't feel any stress
I don't know why
Going to enjoy the process

Good luck friends!!

woo hoooo:)
just went bee house to teach him English
very few hours with him
miss this kind of feeling just spending time with him alone
going tuition tml again!!

CHEER UPPP YS!

Practical today
think I kind of screwed up my chem prac
but phyiscs prc was still alright
actually i am not stressed out by o's
maybe a little
but most my stress comes from my emotional thing
have been having problems in certain areas of my life


now having a lot of heart issues.
dealing with it after o's
just hope tt by then i would not suffocate and die with the problem
i am trying very hard not to think abt it
but it's so hard to avoid that kind of thing.
and u don't know how to present the problems u have to tt particular matter or person?
grr. I am just confused.
but currently i don't want to weigh me down
still believe that i am strong
and i know what i want in life
jiayoujiayou comeon
:D

YO YO YO
I think I look like a ghost at abv photo
but i like it
Haha i don't know why
tml practical!
Good luck to friends!

Falling at your feet, when my whole world fades away
search my heart, you know my every thought

Busy days these days
so today decided to give myself a short break of playing my computer and spamming my webcam
Hahaha
everyday tution.
a bit can't take the business, but so far i am still alright
can't wait after o's man!
so much things i want to do
can't wait to pluck my teeth again
Haha
Going to put transparent braces again.
you know my teeth men ya very big, so they are going to make it smaller
but i don't know how
BUT BUT I am so excited for it.
oh ohhh oh man.

Love u baby
keep on working hard
I am behind u

Baby's birthday today:D
so happy for it cause quite a success
Baby told me he was happy. I was also very happy.
These few days are super tiring for me.
Yesterday yesterday's :
studied till morning then headed for sch for consultation
aft which went home
initially decided to go to Orchard to buy presents for baby
but ended up quarreling with parents
they say I waste time go orchard and all
grr
But really, I think i am the kind who want to do thing in the best way
though sometimes i feel so lazy
then studied till evening and headed to town
Haha I brought my lap top along to do history on train
a bit jiao but i really did finish one essay hor
but i was a bit dumb cause i take shoulder back then it was really hurting my shoulder
walked around and found the present
happy me headed home sweet home

Yesterday:
woke up at 6am to study till afternoon
then went mao house do cake
Haha
several attempts
really have to thank my kopi[s] for helping me
was very touched by their actions
bemily too for helping me buy things
:D
finally succeeded! Haha
super tiring because we almost stood for four-five hours.

Headed home and study again
then went out and sat at bus stop for almost an hour waiting for weilie-.-
He has to pass me the receipt for opening the function room
sat there stone-.-||

then went home and tried combining the videos together.
was frustrated a lit bit cause my computer cannot change format and was very helpless

Today[big day]
morning studied till afternoon then headed for tuition
rushed back home, changed, got cake and ran to mart
did video for baby at mart and passed wj the cake
and went to tmall to get cake and wrapping paper
don't know why, but i am touched by the fact that fel actually thought of bringing scotch tape for me.
Haha.
At night's party was very fun luh
really enjoyed myself
and thank God for this bunch of friends
really cherish these people around me
caused i have never had such friends in the past before
My ex friends were only hypocrites.
when trouble comes they just run away and push blame to each other
grr.
don't know why i was so dumb too.

OK. I don't usually write this kind of things in my blog caused I found it a bit fake,but today is special occasion, so I shall write down my thoughts down

Baby, i am really truly very happy that u enjoyed yourself.This is my first time actually saving up money for someone i love and buy and organize something so that i could make u feel special. U told me ur birthday was a mundane thing. So decided to cook up something for u. It's not much, but like what I have said this is only how much i can afford and give to u. I don't expect anything in return just want u to rmb this day always. and be confident and happy for ur o levels. want to de-stress u as well. Just want to let u know that ur happiness means everything to me. I love u baby

Also very thankful for my friends because they make me feel as if i could count on them for support. Like anytime I need help they're just a phone call away. wj and fel even initiated to help me with the cake. I am not a good ex presser but just want to say a big thank u
:D
to mao fel ys wenjun terry brandon junyi dennis wilson wencheng weilie weile
plus chunhua Iylia chris for the money ur chipped in
plus tseching belinda brian and many more for wishing jk happy birthday because i i know he will feel blessed with all these wishing



If I miss out someone tell me:)
I think i write until too exaggerating alr.
haha
super tired out-mentally and physically
i think ahmao know i very huang
lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love u forever

My pictures are cool!!!
Suddenly have this urge to play guitar
but I only know one chord?
Haha pathetic
going to learn aft O's
so much things to do after O's
ooo.
Just really hope that aft everything I can spend more time with baby
had tried to be really considerate not to disturb his studies
I think is quite of a success
really feel very happy for him when he sets his heart in getting the things he wants
I think all guys should be like tt
having goals make them attractive
muhaha

heading to slp now
:)
Hopefully tml can finish my studies early
chaos!

HERE I AM TO POST AGAIN
:DDDD
YAY!
using my new laptop to post haha
I got it at Funan mall super cheap price
somemore it came with a lot of free things
and i cant stop taking pictures with the web cam
addicted to it
clearer than my hand phone's camera-.-
went mac just now:)
had super lots of fun with chiamin and yaya
haha, a lot of crap talking
kind me acc yaya back to mac aft sending chiamin home
but it all abt the same because in the end bee send me home
:D
lub lub today
lub lub mummy for laptop:D

Brenda,17
Tampines Junior College
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