These days have been a drag
my eyes are drained.
:(
AHHHH!
wake up, study science,then study all the way
Science whole day -.-
But I am beginning to like Chemistry a lot
I still don't have a thing with Physics
Never mind
I will pei yang relationship with it more
Studied alkane and alkene today
first time feel as if I learn something
In the past I didn't even know what was that
What general formula and everything
so shitty
At least I am trying now
Though very struggle
Last two days even eye swollen
Grr
But realized I should get a balance life, so resting now again
Actually today a bit sad CAUSE never go church and outreach programes
go east coast park make lanterns leh!
Ahhhhhh! Never go=sad
More upsetting things happened today
But its still ok
Affected my mood though and didn't study at night
Now I feel very guilty and emotional
hate this kind of feeling
But I think a good night sleep will be fine
I really feel that these days IO have been an independant girl
carrying my heavy bag and walking around places
May think that this is like nothing, but to me, it's kind of a new thing lah
I was very reliant on people.
But sometimes I really like being independent because in this way, I will not be upset by people's decision.
Maybe I will not make any plans again?
Cause that kind of disappointment you feel,
is really quite tormenting? Like you look forward to that thing and in the end, its like grrrr..
Haha
I don't know what I am ranting here
just feeling a little random'
oooo.nights!

Brenda,17
Tampines Junior College
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