Yipppppe!
Back to blogging again after such a long while
my computer was down so using my sis laptop to update
:D
recently have been studying and nth much to do
But today I slacked!
Haha. Feel a sense of satisfactory these few days for my studies
and I am damn proud of my baby
He had been studying more hours than me
Really very happy for him
though he feels he is still far behind from others,
but as long as he tries his best,
i will be supber happy for him no matter what his results is
Today went cg and went pass Meridian Jc
have really the urge to wear their sch uni and go in study
its good to see your aim again
it sorts of motivate me
really want to go there
I have never made any of my dreams come true before
I think this is best time to achieve something for myself !
Nevertheless, I will not feel overly-stress and force myself to study alot alot
I want to enjoy the process:DD
And just give in my best best shot
no matter what the results are, at least I know I will not regret.
:DDD
Lub lub friends for teaching me esp baby yanshan and hendrik
seeing ys so motivated, it motivates me as well
hendrik helped me to solve my trio questions and it made me real happy
cause like finally i know how to do
muhahaha
and baby for always being there for me
:)

Sleeping early today
tml will be a better day
chaos!

These days have been a drag
my eyes are drained.
:(
AHHHH!
wake up, study science,then study all the way
Science whole day -.-
But I am beginning to like Chemistry a lot
I still don't have a thing with Physics
Never mind
I will pei yang relationship with it more
Studied alkane and alkene today
first time feel as if I learn something
In the past I didn't even know what was that
What general formula and everything
so shitty
At least I am trying now
Though very struggle
Last two days even eye swollen
Grr
But realized I should get a balance life, so resting now again
Actually today a bit sad CAUSE never go church and outreach programes
go east coast park make lanterns leh!
Ahhhhhh! Never go=sad
More upsetting things happened today
But its still ok
Affected my mood though and didn't study at night
Now I feel very guilty and emotional
hate this kind of feeling
But I think a good night sleep will be fine
I really feel that these days IO have been an independant girl
carrying my heavy bag and walking around places
May think that this is like nothing, but to me, it's kind of a new thing lah
I was very reliant on people.
But sometimes I really like being independent because in this way, I will not be upset by people's decision.
Maybe I will not make any plans again?
Cause that kind of disappointment you feel,
is really quite tormenting? Like you look forward to that thing and in the end, its like grrrr..
Haha
I don't know what I am ranting here
just feeling a little random'
oooo.nights!

Very disappointed with my English results and humans
Though humans seems to be good but just not satisfied at all
I now I can do much much more better
What's happening?
My English dropped from A to a B3,
just because my handwriting was horrible
:(
But A lot of people still could read it
nvm
Super sad for my science too
Could have passed my phyiscs but saw wrong timing

Shitty
I want to stop giving excuses and really try my best on everything I do
:D
Recently have been mugging very hard for science
What I reap, I will surely sow
Jia you!

I expected alot from myself
Yet failures just cam one by one
was rather upset by it
but somehow realized that being upset cant change any fact
what I can do now I will do
Try my best:D
If people can do, so can I and my friends do it:)
Just don't give up!!!!
Ahhhh! Endurance and paitence produce great works

Today is an exciting day for me!!
Morning studied till afternoon
Not easy for me anymore
think rest too much for the past few days
Haha
Then went to t-mall and prepared a little suprise for baby
:D
Didn't quite know what to buy for him
had such a headache
so in end brought Yamaha's stationary for him
Happy me walked around t-mall and see what can I buy for dear to eat
Walked to century and wanted to buy those big pies for him
But suddendly think that sushi would be a better choice?
So went back to mall and got them
Haha
Feel like eating them myself
YUMM:P
Then to t-mart
Wanted to give dear a suprise and so my sudden appearance at Mac
But waited for one hr
so decided to go home
was kinda sad then cause thought my trip was wasted
and my pocket $
:(
But dear came to fnd me
though it's a short while,
but I really treasure that time
Lub lub:D

Then slept for super long
Haha
Studied again and now is family time!!!

eating my wan quek [ a kind of cake in t-mart]
aHH. Super nice
I gained one kg today!
Ate super lot
Haha.
woooo
Good night!

Thank u Fel for the gift
Really very touched by little things people do for me
Even if it's a small tiny note
I will be very very touched.
Cause I feel cared for
I think i am very easily satisfied by little things people do for me
Little thoughts that count.

Grrr.
Went to Tampines Mart for class video thing
Quite fun but tiring
left early to go shopping with mummy and sister
Went to sister's sch
It's so cool there!!!
Got one library 5stories open 24hrs a day
Wa ah ah ah
Looks like a shopping mall
And everywhere I go I see ang mo
COOOOOOOLLLLL


I am going to do some SELF LOVE tonight
Hahaha
:D
I have a small face, and long eyes, a long face too
But I love everything I have
I have these wierd linings abv my eyelids
and I am born with it
But I love it too
It makes me feel special
I am a special teenager!
Grr.
I have skinny and long legs but that makes me walk faster than most people
I am proud of my chopsticks
:D
Most models are skinny tooo!
I am loving myself !自爱！

I think the best fashion in the whole wide world is being yourself
cause you're like the one and only in the whole wide world
Don't let people's opinion fall on you
You're not living for other people
one life to live
Decide how u want to live it.
Now is studying peroid,
looking like a student is far more practical
:DDDDD

Lub lub myself baby friends and my family
:)

feel like typing song lyrics :DDDD
多么痛的领悟，你就是我的全部
我是真的真的和爱你
愿意付出这一切，只为了想念你
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Had been in a very down mood these days
Very mixed feelings
:(

But I enjoyed today's steamboat
:D
I love the mee fen and zi cai and hotdog
Have fun with ys and mao playing the blogtv
Hahaha. A lot of crazy people

Somehow hope to have a private blog to vent
or just an empty piece of wall for me to write
GRRR.
It's ok, everything will be alright.
I will try till it's alright.

No mood to study too
I don't know why.
Really very wierd feelings.
Hidden perhaps?
Im not sure
just confused.

Brenda,17
Tampines Junior College
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